Everyone, several things i have been praying for for well over ten years and God still has not answered those prayers. I have lived the most excruciated most unfair Christian life out of anyone. For one thing I want god to ease up on me. I want him to make things better in my life. I want him to allow things to get better. I want god to make good things happen in my life. I want god to allow good things to happen. I want less trial and tribulation. bad things keep happening to me for doing good and for serving the lord. i feel like god is totally ignoring me. i feel like god doesnt want anything to do with me. i have done absolutely nothing wrong. i sin every day like the rest of god's people world-wide. but i have not committed any sin or a number of sins bad enough to get god to ignore me and not want anything to do with me. what i really want from god right now is to make me mentally and spiritually stable and right. i want god to help me get a new job NOW and to help me keep that job. i try so hard to reason with god, to work things out with him, to cooperate with him, NOTHING. i am mentally and spiritually burned out. if god hates me so much, then why in the world did he even put me here to start with?!!? it wasnt my idea to be brought into this world. i have turned my back on god numerous times because of the royally screwed up excruciated unfair christian life god has allowed me to live. i have become unsaved again atleast twice turning my back on god and becoming agnostic on purpose. if the lord wants me to have anything to do with him, to continue going to church, to continue my personal devotional time, to give him the praise, and to serve him by reaching out to people, my DJ ministry, and to serve him in every way that there is to serve him, then he needs to start answering some prayers, unanswered prayers that i've been praying for well over ten years. like i say, no one has ever lived the most unfair excruciated christian life that i have lived. i want out of this life and i want god to make my life better and i want it done right now. i've earned it. no christian man or woman deserves to live like this. its just uncalled for. its not fair and its not right. the main prayer requests i have out of this is i ask all of you to pray for me to get a new job VERY soon asap as quickly as possible and that god helps me to keep the job, for my DJ ministry that god has called me to reaching out to the lost at secular night clubs, and finally that god will change me mentally, emotionally, psychologically, psyciatrically and spiritually. these last few months i have been pleading with the lord for a mental and spiritual reformation. i need it and i need it from god right now. please pray. much appreciated.

[i feel like god is totally ignoring me. i feel like god doesnt want anything to do with me. if god hates me so much, then why in the world did he even put me here to start with?!!? ...christian life god has allowed me to live. .....then he needs to start answering some prayers,..]

Dear Guess:

As I was reading your prayer request, I was crying not because of your trials and tribulations in life, I was crying because of what you've said to God. You are waiting on God but God is waiting on you. He never left you and He is always been there with you. Your lack of knowledge in the Word of God brought you down to condemning God our Father. As I'm typing right now, I felt pain in heart as if a sword has been pierced through it. Please become a member of 24hourprayer.com and send me a Private Message. I will help you understand why your prayers has not been answered. I will teach you how to experienced in the Presence of God. Only then you will know what God wants to tell you. Right now you are not hearing God's voice, you are only hearing satan's voice and He is mocking God and using you as his representative. Please think about it.

In Christ Jesus,
Dottie

Amen Dottie. Amen!

(05-02-2012 04:40 PM)adoring1 Wrote:  Amen Dottie. Amen!

Thank Adoring. Did you feel the pain too. We must help this dear sister. It is the will of God the Father.

God bless you Adoring.

Yes Dottie...I feel the pain and I also see the enemy taking a young Christian and trying to sift him/her like sand. Somehow we must help our young in Christ to understand the meaning and PURPOSE of the Job experience.

Father, touch this young one and help them to understand your intent. You do not ever harm or hurt. You do allow trials to strengthen us...and only when we are strong enough to handle the weight and responsibility of the blessing do you grant them. Minister to the heart of this dear young one in Christ and prepare them for the new season that is coming. When Job had lost all and refused to curse God...only then did the Father restore and bless...he allowed the enemy to test...but did not allow him to kill Job. And because of the faithfulness of Job he restored every thing that was lost...7 FOLD! Father bring relief to this Christian and continue to prune him...continue to prepare him for the destiny that you have planned. In Jesus name...Amen!

The Lord is working on our behalf, but sometimes we cling so tightly to a desired outcome that He must wait untill we open our hands and let go of our expectations. Holding onto our own assumptions about how the Lord should intervene is emotionally exhausting. But peace awaits those who trust that He will do what is in our best interests in every situation we encounter.


Dear Lord will you please bind Satan from this guest. Lord I pray that you will touch their life and they can trust that you are working just as we speak. I pray that they not have a hardened heart but a heart for loving you. Will you please open the doors for them and I pray you will guide them. Lord I pray they live according to your word. And in Jesus Precious name I pray Amen.

Dear God,
Please help this child of yours, who is crying out to you in pain.
Lord, you know every thought we have, every hair on our head. You made us, formed us wonderfully, because you love us. You even sent your son to die on the cross for us. Lord, thank you for your sacrifice. Please cover this child in your precious blood and let your child remember that you love your child.
Mother Mary, please keep this child also in your care as you pray for your children in this life.
Praise you Lord. You see the big picture, but we don't. You work miracles even when all we can see is darkness. You are working behind the scenes to bring about a good future, a future full of hope, a future of life.
Thanks be to God. Amen!

amen, lord remove this pain from me also and restore us all soon 7 fold to ypur promises less we give up