i have not heard from my daughter in a while. i am scared that she does nto want me in her life. please pray that she will come down to see me and contact me. she is a christian but still has not forgiven me for things that happened in the past. it is hard and i have not forgiven myself either and feel that God is not forgiven me. i yelled at their dad alot when we were married as he cheated on me. i miss my family so much. i am trying to set goals in life to get better. please pray for me. i will be 49 next week and feel lonely and scared. i need the following prayers.
1. reunification of my family timothy, richard, rachel and paula
2. too keep my house. the mortgage may go up in november
3. too have my car still get me places
4. to get a better job closer to home with more money
5. fianancial freedom
6. to loose weight my doctor told me to loose 26 lbs
7. to get closer to God.
8. for god, timothy, rachel and richard to fogive me and for me to forgive myself for yelling and making my family nervous. i was scared as my husband was not fully into me and our marriage and kids. but i do miss being married to timothy and i forgave him, i miss being his wife, a mother, a lover and best friend. i beg of u on bended knees lord jesus to let my family forgive me and come back to me and let me be their mother again and wife again. in jesus precious name amen

Lord help Puala to put you first in her heart and life so she can find peace within and be able to forgive herself, also take away all her fears. Answer all her requests according to your perfect will, I pray in Jesus name, amen.

AMEN TO THAT! pray that my daughter will call me and let me in her life again. also pray for richard to come back to me. and let me see his new g/f. and timothy to give me his new phone number and come back to me

(03-23-2011 03:20 AM)paula0331 Wrote:  i have not heard from my daughter in a while. i am scared that she does nto want me in her life. please pray that she will come down to see me and contact me. she is a christian but still has not forgiven me for things that happened in the past. it is hard and i have not forgiven myself either and feel that God is not forgiven me. i yelled at their dad alot when we were married as he cheated on me. i miss my family so much. i am trying to set goals in life to get better. please pray for me. i will be 49 next week and feel lonely and scared. i need the following prayers.
1. reunification of my family timothy, richard, rachel and paula
2. too keep my house. the mortgage may go up in november
3. too have my car still get me places
4. to get a better job closer to home with more money
5. fianancial freedom
6. to loose weight my doctor told me to loose 26 lbs
7. to get closer to God.
8. for god, timothy, rachel and richard to fogive me and for me to forgive myself for yelling and making my family nervous. i was scared as my husband was not fully into me and our marriage and kids. but i do miss being married to timothy and i forgave him, i miss being his wife, a mother, a lover and best friend. i beg of u on bended knees lord jesus to let my family forgive me and come back to me and let me be their mother again and wife again. in jesus precious name amen

I pray that Jesus will show you his forgiveness. He has surely forgiven you and knows your heart. I also pray that Jesus will allow you the opportunity to be united with your family and that you will find happiness through Christ and then your family. I also pray that you will be able to lose the 26lbs as well as keep your home and that you will endure no difficulties with your finances. Praying and believing is what we need to do, and I will pray and believe that god will see you through this.

I prayed!

thank you continue to pray as i am still scared every day. lonely too. i miss my family so much. i hate coming home from work to an empty lonely house with no direction in my life and no one to talk to. my phone does not go off and no one writes comes to see me or anything. i fell like my kids and ex do not care what happens to me.