My heart is broken, my husband appoligized to me for hurting me and walked away. Same as always, no hug, no kiss, no remorse. I feel like I am dying and the pain is unberable. I am so depressed and lonley. I cannot divorce or leave my husband, but he has emotionally abondanded me years ago. I have done nothing to desirve this. I am not beautiful and I am not ugly. I love the Lord and I wish I had the strength to commit sucide. If your husband can't love you than who can. I feel like I have lyperosy - untouchable. My life and marriage are a joke. How can I be a light to other christians while at home there is turmoil. I feel like a hyprociate. I need a miracle and I need it now. I can't live this lie anymore. This is about control, anger and abuse.

Lord, bring about some resolution to this situation.
If you are in danger, or you feel you are in danger of killing yourself, then it's time to take some action.
I believe that The Lord wants us to not quit. One may have to separate from abuse & then do what needs to be done, but if you are suicidal then it's time to take action.
Call domestic violence hotline, figure out a way to take charge of what is happening in your life. I say this because you are talking suicide.
I do not condone divorce or leaving a spouse for any reason but if you are ready to give up on life, & it is serious then take action.
I believe God Would also want you to do the same.
I dont' now your situation & will pray.
God Is a God of ORDER not disorder.
There are some not capable of marriage (the bible says so).
I pray a resolution & of God's Will.
God Bless.

Guest Wrote:My heart is broken, my husband appoligized to me for hurting me and walked away. Same as always, no hug, no kiss, no remorse. I feel like I am dying and the pain is unberable. I am so depressed and lonley. I cannot divorce or leave my husband, but he has emotionally abondanded me years ago. I have done nothing to desirve this. I am not beautiful and I am not ugly. I love the Lord and I wish I had the strength to commit sucide. If your husband can't love you than who can. I feel like I have lyperosy - untouchable. My life and marriage are a joke. How can I be a light to other christians while at home there is turmoil. I feel like a hyprociate. I need a miracle and I need it now. I can't live this lie anymore. This is about control, anger and abuse.

One of the biggest problems with abuse is that our focus is then away from God. The abusive spouse is continually drawing attention to themselves. Get some help, don't quit praying or reaching out.

Guest Wrote:My heart is broken, my husband appoligized to me for hurting me and walked away. Same as always, no hug, no kiss, no remorse. I feel like I am dying and the pain is unberable. I am so depressed and lonley. I cannot divorce or leave my husband, but he has emotionally abondanded me years ago. I have done nothing to desirve this. I am not beautiful and I am not ugly. I love the Lord and I wish I had the strength to commit sucide. If your husband can't love you than who can. I feel like I have lyperosy - untouchable. My life and marriage are a joke. How can I be a light to other christians while at home there is turmoil. I feel like a hyprociate. I need a miracle and I need it now. I can't live this lie anymore. This is about control, anger and abuse.

suicide is not the answer...you don't need strength to do it...trust me, i know...Jesus help this precious woman...deliver her from this depression..help her to cling to you as you deal with her husband, and you change his heart...bless her and give her the desires of her heart in Jesus name, amen.

You wrote 'If your husband can't love you than who can.' Jesus loves you!!! He has always loved you. He gave his life for you and all of us. Jesus never said the road would be easy. He did say he would never fail you nor forsake you. (Joshua 1:5)

Precious Jesus, I pray that You will lift up this guest. Bring her out of the depression that she is in. Lord, I pray that she will hold tightly to You. Fully trusting You for all things. Fill her life with dear Christian friends. Lord, I pray that she will be a great light to others. I pray that they will see You through her. Lord, soften the heart of this husband. Humble him down before Thee. I pray that he will accept You as his Savior. I ask that joy be restored fully to her. In this I ask in Your name,Jesus.Amen.

Dear Havenly Father The Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven forgive us are sin as we for give are debtor and lead us not into temptiation but deliver us from evil Please answer this person prayer acord to your will and bless there life Lord and we give you all the honor,glory, and priase to whom all power belong. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN