I have tumors in my nasal cavity. I can't afford to fix this. It is hard for me to sleep cause of the tumors. I have a terrible job. No benefits. Near minimum wage. Long hours. I have a four degree and I can't find anything in my field. I do not care for my life.

I don't understand prayer or God. It feels almost pointless except for the smallest things and even then I end up wondering if God did anything at all. Many things I have prayed about for many years, have not come to pass. And I am left wondering. Where is the fruit? If a tree does not bare fruit then it will be thrown into the fire. Prayer is a tree that does not bare fruit for me. Maybe I should just stop praying.

I'd rather have the visible angry wrathful God than the one that seems apathetic and invisible.

Dear Heavenly Father Please are cry and Please heal are land and help the lost soul to come to know your Son As Lord And Savior and please watch over each and everyone of us your servents until we hear the trupet and meet you in the sky and we give you all the honor,glory, and priase for all of this. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN.

Lord,

This person is in darkness, hurting and searching for you. Help this person to draw near to you, to confess their sins and invite you into their heart, that you will wash them white as snow and write their names in the Lambs Book of Life. Your word says that you draw near to the broken hearted and I pray you will reveal yourself to this person in an unmistakeable way tonight and give them an extra measure of faith.
I pray you will draw them close to you and that they will open your word, the bible and begin reading the New Testament. I pray you will reveal yourself to them thru your word and renew their spirit as well as heal their mind of depression, discouragement and despondency. I also pray that you will heal their nasal cavity of all tumors and polyps that they will be able to breathe better. Bless them in a might way Lord.

In Jesus Name,