RE: rock bottom....
My dear child, you are in true need of comfort. You must get down on your knees and ask God first of all to clean your heart, soul and mind, and make you a new creature. You need to ask Jesus to come into your heart and life and sup with you. It is time for you to get away from all of the elements around you and just let God minister to your soul. God is a loving God, He is also a forgiving God. You are not alone in sin. We were all born into sin. Sin was the reason that Christ died for us all. Right now, just raise your hands and surrender all of the burdens you are under to the Lord. Make Him the head of Your life.
Sometimes, we must take a step back and take a good long look at our lives to see if it is lining up with the will of God. If you find there is something that isn't lining up with God's word, you must let it go. Homosexuality does not line up with God's word. I am not here to judge, I am here to remind you what God's word says. Romans chapter 1 is a good place to start.
Now, I found that when I was in my mess out there in the world, it seemed like nothing would go right. I owed everyone. I was in one fix after another. But, when I got my life right with God, everything started lining up right for me. You see, when we are out of spiritual order, our natural lives are out of order. The bible says, that with God, all things are done descent and in order.
God still loves you my dear soul. But, He hates the sin that we allow to enter into our lives. Clean it up! Put God first in your life and everything else will come along for you.
"Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all other things will be added unto you."
You see, we have to be humbled somehow. It is sometimes in our finances that we get a wake up call. I can remember myself not being able to pay my rent and feeling like I was at rock bottom.
It was then that I fell down on my knees and repented of my sins, and then gave my life 110% to God.
I now minister and spead His gospel everywhere I go.
Be encouraged in our Lord. Don't lose hope, but gain direction in our Lord.
Father God,
Your spirit is needed in the life of this dear soul. Reach down from heaven, and hear the humble cry. Hear the begging of forgiveness. Please Father turn this life story into victory, that You may receive the glory.
I ask this in Jesus Holy name. Amen!(It is so.)
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