Lately I feel getting very confused at times, and my health is also very bad. I don't enjoy company that keep asking me questions as to what is wrong with me, and cross examines me. When I tell them how I feel they act like I'm making it all up and don't seem to believe me. I know this because all I suffer from cause me lots of pain and stiffness, and my mind at times when I want to say something it just flies away if someone interrupts me, so I'm not making it up.
Plus I feel like I'm being attack by the enemy by using my husband. He is readying a book that is contrary to what the holy word says, he goes to meetings and is spending our hard earn money donating to that group. We are seniors and live in a small budget, I feel it's a sin to give to organizations like that when we are in need ourselves.
The other day he told me his friend asked us to come over to their home for lunch. Well this woman her husband was also there, he doesn't like that book either, but she is a fanatic with it, very involved from what I can see. Both her and my husband started trying to convince me to believe that garbage in that book. I will answer them with the word of God, at one point they were so forceful toward me. I felt like I was falling into a dark hole, I felt my mind like a windmill and was seeing the blades starting to move faster and faster, to me they were like demons. In my mind I cried out to Jesus and I started to answer them, why do we need those spirits to tell talk to us and believer what they say. Why can't you guys allow the holy spirit to talk to you like God does if you allow him to. They call these spirits the thought adjuster and now I already for got the other names. I told them that sounds to me like they want to brainwash you guys, not all spirits are of God. They started telling me that those are different than the holy spirits, that these have to guide us to another planet when we leave this world. I had never seen my husband so fanatic like this, not even when he was a Christian going to church. We've been together for fifty three years, I couldn't wait to get out of there. So please brothers and sisters in Christ please pray for my husband's salvation, for him to come back the Lord and his holy word, to see that book he is into now is from the enemy. That is a sin trying to preach it to those of us who really know you and love you. I don't want our marriage now in our old age be destroy by him allowing this group come between us. These was not a nightmare I had this happened to me for real. He also seems very moody now with me because when he talks to me about those spirits, which they think wrote that book, I answer him back with what the bible says. Pray he comes back to the Lord soon for he is not getting any younger. I'm a strong believer in prayer and in our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, also that Jesus likes to hear us pray for situations or a person even if we don't even know, in return God blesses us too. Thank you all.
