Please join me in prayer. Lord please bless me with guidance, strength, and willpower to do what is pleasing to you. Lord, I made a vow to you 10 days ago that I will do a 40 day fast. Lord I was motivated and seeking to be closer to you and many blessings such a marriage and to have children. Lord, I feel like I disappointed you because I only lasted with the fast 8 days and then reattempted for 2 days. Lord please, please, please bless me with Christian friends who will stay and never leave or abandon me. To provide loving, guidance, encouragement and support. I often am there for others but during my time in need it is rarely done for me and when it is it usually have strings attached. Lord, please speak to me tonight! now! Can I shorten my fast? Can I change the criteria of my fast? Can I incorporate other things? Should I be fasting now, is that your will for me? Or, should I consult my doctor first (The lord knows about my healthy condition). Please speak to me lord. I do love you very very much. I want to show you and I want you to be pease with me at all times. I ask in Jesus name. Amen So it is done.

I want you to know that, once you exepted Jesus Christ, you entered one of the largest family and friendship bases on this earth. You are not alone! You have many friends and brothers & sisters. God said that He will never leave us, nor forsake us. He is true to His Word. His Word is all that you need to get through this life. He is seeking your heart, soul, and mind. He is not asking you to fast 40 days to feel his presents, or get a prayer through. He is asking that you remain faithful, loving, caring and giving. Study your Word and know that He wants your committment to love, honor, and obey Him. He will bless you with what he sees fit for your life. If children is what He wants to give you, He will do that in His time. Please be patient and wait on the Lord. Lean not to your own understanding of what you think He might want. Trust in Him and He will direct your path.
Be blessed and seek His will.