Dear God my creator,Jesus the son who is my savior and the Holy Spirit the earthly presence:
40 days before November 27th I asked for my dream husband the man that would be my soulmate eternally here on earth and in heaven with me. I think that you sent him my way before that date, Brian. I asked for your guidance and that this man would be my everything, the amazing father of my child,and I would be the love of his life. In my mothers womb she prayed day and night that I would have a holy nature and be special doing your works. The holy spirit told my mother to name me Rachel. Touch my mother lord give her a piece of mind and my father as well. The fifth commandment says, "Honor,your mother and father." In Genesis an extremely memorable woman who is a matriarch of the Hebrew people,dutiful wife with a strong carefully drawn personality. I inevitably see the hebrew Rachel in me. My dream was always to have triplets to symbolically represent the trinity in the church,but with these evil times. I believe when it is written in your word woah to women who have children in the last days,two or one lord let it be your will done. My soulmate is what I need,god I have been praying for my god-fearing husband since I was taught how to pray. Heavenly Father I know that you have a plan and a purpose for me. God in Genesis the first creation story you created; the heavens/earth and the seven day week by just speaking it into existence. The concept of faith reminds one that faith comes by hearing,us humans who were created in the image and the likeness of you,has the same characteristics to consistently speak what we need and cherish. Your answer in return is not yet, yes or I have something better for you. Last year when I wrote a thoughtful letter to you and had my faith and prayer sent out into the universe,I felt that energy about two weeks later. I asked that you would increase my psychic/imaginative thinking. There is no such thing as psychic,I need to leave them alone,it is only you the omnipotent who is my alpha and omega for all eternity. God I want to humbly do your will and your purpose for me.
Dear God, I am begging you to please…pretty please exponentially grow my knowledge in you,give me the willingness,honesty and open-mindness to stay clean and sober. Heavenly Father I am begging you with your mercy to show me the angels,speak to me, give me spiritual realm dreams, turn me into your modern day prophet, evangelist,THEOPHANY,THEOPHANY,THEOPHANY. YOUR WILL, miracle crusades and healing,WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. Please god (time is running out) have mercy on all of us, new world order the signs are appearing give me the speech implant it in my head like a micro-chip to speech it vividly,will fluidity. SHOW ME GOOD AND EVIL!!! Can I please see, Brandi?
Lord take over me use me. Thursday I am bringing Rudy to N.A touch him lord. Jesus, I am in love with Brian deep inside I believe that he loves me too. Theres no such thing as coincidences its only favor. He is perfect lord, he is older by 27yrs, but I will love him as long as he loves me all the days of my life. I want a covenant with him like you made with us when you died on the cross. A wedding before April 27th,2012. I will work,I will contribute to our household,cure my add,strong,courageous,overcoming and powerful woman,wife and mother. Higher power,help me serve other people, not demand that they serve me. Amen
God this is my testimony,to help spread the gospel and show your will through my heart!!! I love you so much thank you for your blessings and forgiving me for my sins. Amen,Amen,Amen!!!
