I am a 15 year old male; a freshman in Highschool. I have been walking with the Lord for as long as I can remember. But I am being attacked from every area of my life. My mother is very ill, it's not as serious as cancer; but doctors don't know what to do with her. She is in constant pain and it puts alot of pressure on me. My Dad has moved out because he brings stress to the family. He wants to become who he once was, but he has a long way to go and a ton of anger to let go of. I got diagnosed with mono around Thanksgiving and haven't been to school since. I missed out on my entire freshman wrestling season. The school year is almost over and I am just barely caught up in last semester... And I haven't even started this semester. I feel so far behind and am becoming fearful. I know that my journey is in the Father's hands, and that He will go before me and will guide me where He wishes me to go. But, I am just afraid of how my summer will turn out. I am becoming really stressed and feel really alone. I don't really have anyone pouring into me, besides my mom. When I was in school I was this strong, handsome, funny, Christian guy that everyone wanted to be with. But people have moved on and have forgotten about me. It's been months since someone actually checked in with me. But days and days will go by and I will receive no text or call from anyone. I am in desperate need of some older brothers that will help me finish the race. I also have been struggling with lust, being alone and bored has caused me to slip away from my strong foundation. I am trying to read my bible every day and spend time in prayer, but I seem to be slipping away from what truly is important to me. I will try to listen to a James Macdonald every now and then... But I am really just struggling with not giving up at all. I know that God is preparing me for something, but I know that I need some help...

I am asking for some older Christian brothers who will lift me up and help me with my journey. I wasn't made to do all that I am doing alone.
I am also asking that God will strengthen me for all of the trials that are yet to come.
I am asking that God will help me get back into school so I can prove to everyone that everything is possible through He who makes all things knew.
I am asking that God will give me wisdom and strength so I do not continue to dishonor His name.
I am asking for wisdom so I can prioritize all that I need to do for school.
I am asking that the Lord will soften my dad's heart so he can help my mother and lead our family in the direction of the Lord.
I am asking that God will drive away the sicknesses that are cause my mom so much strife.
I am on my knees, tears falling down my face, crying out to my Father, "I need you, Lord. I am calling to you so I may be saved from my enemies."
I am asking for some help.

Jesus calls you son. Son you have a father who has adopted you into his family. He love you more than words can tell. Jesus never wastes a wilderness experience, like Moses, Joseph, Abraham, and other bible mentors. When you feel alone, you are not really alone. The devil would have you believe the lie that no one cares, but they do. The devil fights those who are the greatest threat to him and his kingdom. You have such great value and worth to the Lord. I myself have felt your pain. Take courage my son, Be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might. Your lusts are based on hormones and hormone levels are stong in a boy of your age. Just don't bother with those thoughts for they lead to sin. Focus on what is important. Focus on your values. Get physcially active and wear yourself out so you can resist these temptations. James 4 v 7. Most importantly son, don't give up. The devil seeks to steal, kill and destroy, don't let him.

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Call a youth pastor, join a bible study, and join a youth group in your local church. Surround yourself with others by reaching out to them, let them love you and welcome you into the fold.

Dear Lord please have mercy on AJAY.Please send comfort to him.
In the Name of the Lord right now I bind any power of darkness from AJAY's life!
Please give him wisdom and lead AJAY on Your way.Please answer to all AJAY's prayers according with Your will.Please help him to shutdown any door of evil from his life and to make friends according with Your will.Please strengthen him on Your way.I pray that Your will be done in AJAY's life.
Thank You my Lord.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on Ajay.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave Ajay! Now!
Please open the gates of financial blessings in our lives.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord