I have found myself at rock bottom after trying to aid others when I ignored my own needs....I was recently diognosed with multiple mental illnesses ontop of financial and social crisis....I'm only 21 and I feel like it's all over for me....I'm getting "help" medicaly, though it will not heal me the way God can heal.... I seek him, I don't want my illnesses and doubt getting between me and God, but right now, I'M LOST, ALONE....And Scared. It really hit me when I found myself in the bathtub with a razor blade......The bath water was stained pure red with blood..... The hurt inside was far more intence than the gushing of my wrists....As if the physical rhelm lost me, no real pain, just the cringing of my heart..... I don't expect anybody to understand something so horrible, I just need prayer and I'm crying out before it's too late....PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!........I need God, I need hope.....I don't want to live in this hell anymore.....Thank you, God bless. I pray that no one else ever has to be this lost, though I'm sure I am no the only one...............

Father...touch Amymayfeather with your loving touch. Let her feel your presence that she knows that she is not alone. You have told us that you would never leave or abandon us Father...and you always keep your word. Calm her fears Father and replace them with your peace...A peace that surpasses all understanding. Father touch her mind that her illnesses do not block her ability to commune with you. Father...raise her out of this pit of self-loathing with your wonderous love. Show Amymayfeather that despite her trials how precious life is. Father reach down from heaven and wrap her in your arms that she might know just how much you value her. Remind her that your son died for her that she might have life. Comfort her and guide her...remind her that you have a future and a hope for her Father. Let her know that you care...and let her know that the people of God care for her very much also. Father...save this woman's life that she might live to praise you! In Jesus precious name...Amen!

Lord I remember being in the place of suicide. I too know that physcial pain is a releif from the emotional anguish. There is no pain like that of the emotional. Jesus you are no stranger to this pain. You suffered and died with this same pain. Lord take Amymayfeather's every thought captive to obiedence to Jesus Christ and refute every tongue raised against her. Keep Amy from the lies that satan would have her believe. Satan is trying to rob Amy of her joy. The deceiver has her believing that this pain is hell. The truth is there is no pain equvalient to the real hell. Satan seeks to steal, kill and destroy Amy and it is not only because she belongs to God but because she has great power in Christ to the pulling down of strongholds and Satan does not want her to know it. Lord you made Amy more than a conquerer by Christ Jesus. You have given her power to tread upon serpants and scorpions and all the power of the enemy and nothing by any means can hurt her. Rejoice not that the sperents are subject to us but rejoice rather that our names are written in heaven. Amy Jesus is here with you. The devil is blinding you to the truth. You can do all things through Jesus Christ who strengthens you. Do not give up. I was there and I know that you can overcome. Life is hard, without God it is impossile, with God it is bearable and there are moments of joy and true happiness. We all have challenges to face, yours is extremely difficult but not impossible. Jesus never gives us more than we can handle but sometimes he pushes us to the brink. You are being refined in the fires right now, but you will come finer than pure gold. Hold on! You are a work in progress. I have many physcial disabilities, I deal with them the best I can and move on. What is a little roadblock on our way to heaven. Nothing can stop us. We are here to bring glory and success to God's name. He is preparing a place for us. We are not victums we Victors. Do not give the devil a foothold. He was already defeated at the cross. Say get behind me satan. Pray and endure, your time has not yet come. Jesus loves you so much that he collects your tears in a bottle, because they are so precious to him. He cares that much.

Father, be with Amy... Cover her with your peace removing all the fears, and surround her with your love removing all the hurt... Lord, show her your scars... show her how valuable and precious her life is, and let her know that only your blood could ever pay the price... in your name Jesus

Dear Havenly Father The Kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven forgive us are sin as we for give are debtor and lead us not into temptiation but deliver us from evil Please answer this person prayer acord to your will and bless there life Lord and we give you all the priase honor and glory in all of this. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN

Dear Lord,please have mercy on this person.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this person! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord