Hi everyone. I just feel so overloaded lately, like I am not managing my time correctly. For those who haven't been keeping up with my postings, I just started school earlier in the year around the end of March.
I feel like school work has been taking up a ton of my time and I haven't had much time to do much socially and for my family business as well.
Pray that I can feel confident and at ease at heart with all these frequent tests, exams and demands from school, work, social life, family, etc.
I also feel like my direction in life is not very good at this moment. I've also been treating my family and friends like crap and have been putting so many things aside, I just feel like a huge mess.
Though I've kept up my GPA to a 4.0 at this moment, I feel like other areas of my life have been neglected and my focus has just been on school. I need some type of breakthrough and something that will just inspire and motivate me through each day.
Also continue praying for my girlfriend and I. I can't believe we've been together for almost one year now (November will be one year). God has blessed me with such a wonderful woman in my life. Pray that we both can stay pure and strong and continue to do what God has in store for our lives. Pray that she will find a new job soon and that she will do well on her exams to get into graduate school.
Pray that I can find out what God wants for me and that I can find someone I can confide in spiritually and keep my accountable as well. I just don't have that and feel so lost at time.
Also, pray that both my parents can keep things balanced out as well, they are super busy with our family business. Pray that all our debts are paid off, that our business continues to prosper and do well.
I feel like I've slacked off so much throughout these past 6 years and feel way behind from how my other peers are doing in life...
Sorry for venting all of this out everyone. I just ask that you keep me in your prayers and that I can became the man God made me to be.
