I have been feeling very down today. Last wednesday i had my first court date. This was only for temporary orders, but its still the first step in the divorce process. I am still very against this whole divorce thing, but my husband is still going full force. I pray that he would change his mind, but nothing seems to be happening. He now has court orders to see our son every wednesday night for and hour and a half, and every other weekend, but no over nights. It is so hard to see my son go off with him, while i stay home with our second child in my womb. I wish that we were still a family, i miss him more and more every day, and its just getting harder with mothers day coming up, and what should be our two year wedding anniversary 6/7/10. I am still going to pray that God will soften Dmitriy's heart and will place a crown of thorns around him to keep Satan and and his mothers evil ways away from him. I pray that he thinks about me as much as i think about him and all the good times that we shared together. I pray that he realizes sooner rather than later that he is being selfish, and his putting his and his mothers wants before his own family. I pray that God continues to change me into the women that i was always meant to be. That satan will stop putting all the bad thoughts in my head and allow me to stand for my marriage and prove to the non-believers that God can do anything as long as we ask him and be patient. I ask God to forgive Dmitriy and I for all the sins that we have committed, and that he will place on back on the right path to each other. I ask that you pray for us because the power of pray is amazing and the more people behind you the more powerful God is.

Lord please pick this breaking apart family back up from the ground and set them on a new road. A new road of learning, discovery, faith and love, please protect them from any spiritual forces that would tear them assunder, and instead let them grow closer and clsoer together as a close-knit family. Lord, your word says that what you have put together, let no man tear assunder. Then Lord, let Dimitriy not tear this marriage and family assunder, but instead give him a desire to pull closer to his wife and son, and new son or daughter. Please fill his heart with such a love for these people that he will realise he is nothing without his family. Please let him realise that he will break hearts by his decision, reveal to him the importance of the marriage vows. Please let both Dimitriy and Danielle be amazing witnesses for you, shining lights that demand to be noticed for their purity and peace and faith. Please let your glory shine through them and their lives at this time. Please bless this situation and let your will be done. in your name I pray, Amen.

Lord my heart grives for Danielle and Dimitry. What makes love once embraced to go cold? A baby in her womb and a child to care for. How her emotions must be raw. Lord you created marriage for man and wife to come together and stay together. I pray Lord that Dimitry will see what a big mistake he is making. Let him see how he is hurting himself as well as Danielle. Lord will you rescue this marriage from destruction. Save them from this great pain that will effect the rest of their lives. Give Danielle peace that you will control this situation and let her surrender it to you. Lord you can take a heart of stone and make a heart of flesh. I ask that you would do this for this family. In Jesus name I pray.

Thank you both for your prayers. Today being National Day of Prayer i have high hope for Gods work. I pray not only for my family's problem but for every family that is going through a divorce, i pray for our service men and women who are all over the world fighting for our freedom, i pray for the president, our government, Church, the Media, Businesses that have been effected by the economy and other problems, and our school systems to help protect our children from the bullies and all other problems they may face. Lord today is the day that all are praying and asking you for your help, i ask that you help all of us achieve the goals that are in our hearts and the prays that we ask of you everyday.

National day of prayer brought me more hurt and agony than anything else. I am at my end, i thought that i was already at rock bottom, but it seems like i keep getting hurt. Today has been such a hard day already and i have only been up for two hours. This weekend would be two years that i found out that i was pregnant with my son, and it will be my second mothers day. Last year my husband forgot all about it and worked that day, he told me he would make it up to me this year. Well we are in a hell of a divorce battle and i am pregnant with our second child, which i find out the sex on Monday. I have been praying and begging for my husband to come back to us and drop the divorce but he seems to just pull back further and further and has more hate for me. I have never done anything wrong so i don't understand why i am getting punished like this. This all started because he told me he was going to come into our house and take our son and my car away from me in the middle of the night, so i got a restraining order. I have told him over and over that i was sorry and that i love him, but he said that i hurt him to much and he will never forgive me. But he doesn't see that he is hurting me more than anything else. I still pray that God will soften Dmitriy's heart and show him that he is hurting me, our son, and our unborn child. I pray that one of these days he will just wake up and realize what he is doing is wrong, and will contact me in someway. I pray that God give me his strength so i can make it through the tuff times that are ahead of me. I pray that God will stop Dmitiry's mother Frida from hurting me as well, and to have her stop pressuring Dmitriy into this divorce because she doesn't like me. I pray that Dmitriy will see that as a 26 year old man, he should no longer need his mother to protect him and fight his battle, that his children and I should come before her. I pray this all ends soon, my body, and my unborn baby can no longer take all the stress, anxiety, panic attacks, and broken heart any more. Lord, your word says that what you have put together, let no man tear asunder. Please place us back together like you did before. Please Lord will you rescue my marriage from destruction, will you stop the pain, and the heartache. I am for ever grateful to you my Lord, i know that you listen to my every word and are here to wipe away all my tears, but i am asking you to stop this once an for all, I can't handle it anymore. Lord you said ask and you shall receive, and Lord I have been asking and now i am just waiting to receive.

Dear Lord,please have mercy on Danielle.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave Danielle! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord