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Please pray for my broken heart - rose76 - 09-29-2014 08:47 AM
Please pray for me. My heart is so broken and I feel hopeless an in despair. I know it is wrong to feel this way so I seek out your prayers for God's soothing hand...comfort...and healing in my life. I've had so much heartache over the past 20 years. My heart is made up of a mosaic of all its broken pieces repeatedly stuck back together. Finally, i met the man that made me forget my heart had ever been broken. He was so gentle...tender...loving...kind. I fell in love with him and he with me. Ibecame pregnant and was so overjoyed at the blessing God had bestowed on me. We were so excited to know we would be parents together. I fell in love with my baby from the first day I knew he/she was thete growing inside me. I fell in love even more with this man at the tender, loving way he treated me while I carried his child. I was happy for the first time in such a long time an no longer alone. Felt I finally had the partner in life I had been longing for. Then one day at almost nine weeks along in the pregnancy...God decided to take my precious baby from my womb and carry it away to heaven to live amongst him and the angels. I was devastated and felt so broken and longed for the life that had been growing within me. This man was there for me...he held my hand and cried with me and told me "dont worry...we still have each other and who knows what the future holds" With God's grace I have been slowly coming to accept the miscarriage and God's will and to make peace with the situation. Suddenly yesterday, only two weeks after losing my baby, my love tells me that he wants to break up... That he can't love me and that he doesnt want to be with me anymore. Dear Lord, my heart is already so fragile and now it is crushed. I hurt so much. I cannot handle another loss so soon. I dont understand what has happened. He says I am the most amazing, wonderful woman hes ever known and I was soooo very good to him. We've never even had a fight. Please lord....help him to have a change of heart and decide thst he DOES need me and want me and love me. I need him so right now. Need to feel his loving arms around me telling me he isnt going anywhere. Please remind him of all the things about me thst he fell in love with. Please remind him that I am one of a kind and that there is no other like me. Please let him see all of my value and my pure and loving heart. Please help him to have a change of heart Lord and decide thst he just cant walk away from me. PLEASE!! Please also help me to be strong today when he comes to talk to me and help me to not cry so much. Please help me to speak the right words that will not only reach his ears, but his heart Dear Lord. Amen!