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Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - Guest - 06-19-2011 09:44 AM
I feel like killing myself im broken down for the past months I have been trying to conceive still no child
im torn everytime I get a little hope thinking the test will come back positive it always ends up negative leaving my heart shattered into pieces again I often want to take a gun and blow my brains out im a newlywed been married almost a year a I have been trying I just had enough eveyday I imagine me being pregnant watching my baby grow inside of me going into labor having my baby and holding it in my arms its the simple stuff in life that mean the most to bear a child is a BLESSING and I need patience to wait on my turn im dying inside as I watch so many ppl become pregnant im just like millions of other women who want a baby may god touch us all I cry myself to sleep when I think about it I dont wanna do anything when its on my mind everytime I get a negative pregnancy
test,a part of me dies,and I have to live,with the pain tell my husband im ok when inside im not life is pain.
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - Guest - 06-19-2011 01:34 PM
It will be ok
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - Guest - 06-19-2011 01:55 PM
Please please don't kill yourself. How will you ever be blessed with your Baby. Hold on to that Miracle of having a baby and let that be your force to stay alive. What God has done for others He is doing for you. God bless you and your Marriage and Lord please remove the enemy from this Wife, bless her with her Miracle and take away depression and thoughts of suicide. Lord, Jesus we need YOU. Lord, please be with all who are wading the storm, it's hard but YOU are the Lord of the impossibles. You will do this. In Jesus Name. Amen! It is done!!!!!
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - LordINeedYouNow - 06-19-2011 03:52 PM
Please, Sweet Sister, think about how much Our Lord loves you, how much you mean to HIM. I know this is hard. I have been there, wanting to die, it's a very very terrible feeling but please know that He gets you through. Your prayers will be answered, your dreams will come true and Your testimony is waiting for you. Hold on to His Hand and know He loves you and is bringing you what you seek for so much. I know it hurts and I am so sorry. Talk to your Husband, he loves you and would want to know how you feel. You 2 will get through this together and a baby is waiting at the end of the rainbow. Please let The Lord work on your behalf and hold on. the enemy has a way of tricking us into believing there is no tomorrow, there is, Dear one, you'll see. God love you and keep you in His Precious Grace. In Jesus Name surround Your child with positivity, caring sensitive people who understand her struggle and encourage and uplift her. Send Your Angels and Saints her way in Heaven and here on earth and please answer her prayers for help and a baby. Bless this couple and all like them in The precious Name of Jesus Our Lord. Amen
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - Guest - 06-19-2011 06:38 PM
Thank you all for praying for me god bless and I have so much hope and faith now god WILL bless me with a baby .
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - Superstar - 06-19-2011 07:25 PM
You will have a BABY keep the faith your next in line for a miracle keep fighting dont give up child of god.
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - x - 06-19-2011 10:08 PM
ok im not a female so i dont fully understand the desire you have.i ask have you considered that maybe the lord can see something in the future that you cannot?(simply put the future is not rosy all manner of powers of darknees will rise up from the pits of hell and go fourth and seek to destroy and devour)...ok you may need to prayer to your womb,command your womb to function blessedly,listen satan is a destroyer and destruction can take place within the womb so any mums who desire a child should speak blessings over their womb before they even try to conceive,are you prepared to pray hard?are you willing to command satan to let go of your womb to release you to get under your feet and stay thier for all of eternity?all christians have such authority but yet hardly any are willing to go into battle and slay the goliath that is attacking them.listen my precious friend please get some understanding of spiritual warfare, now here is a prayer for you;I HOLD UP THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB AS A BANNER OVER MY WOMB AND I CALL MY WOMB BLESSED IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME(repeat for 5 minutes) POWER OF GOD REMOVE EVERY OBSTACLE IN MY WOMB THAT IS NOT OF THE LORD IN JESUS NAME(repeat 5 mins)I REBUKE EVERY STRANGER HIDING IN ANY AREA OF MY LIFE IN JESUS NAME(5 mins)FATHER GOD REBUKE THE DEVOURER FOR MY SAKE IN JESUS NAME.............before you pray worship the lord for 10 minutes and pray this at midnight for up to forty days.of course you dont have to do anything i say but copy this and when you feel ready(have fire in your belly to kick the enemy to the curb)try it with your husband
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - JW123 - 06-20-2011 03:56 AM
I know how hard it is to yearn for a baby but one year is not a lot to wait for a baby. Where I live, it is only after 18 months of trying that they will start looking. I pray that God will indeed bless you with a child as they are gifts from him, but you cant afford to get suicidal about it. Focus on your husband (you are a newly wed) and need to build a firm foundation with him based on Christ because when the children come you have to have built a strong marriage.
Lord Jesus - you know what is on this woman's heart. Look down on her. Prepare her for motherhood as she focuses on YOU and YOU first. I pray you will grant her the desire of her heart. AMEN.
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - spadie - 06-20-2011 04:31 AM
You will get your blessing of a pregnancy i know you will and when you do it will make you so much more happier because you had to wait a little for it. God's timing is always perfect. I think though you should talk to your husband about how you feel so that he can give you support and help you through this.
Lord jesus please grant this person with the patience that she needs, give her care and support in her time of need. thank you lord. Amen.
RE: Feeling suicidal TORN INSIDE! - Guest - 06-20-2011 04:49 AM
Father I come in agreement with this hurting wife. Lord, she is in so much pain she desires a child. Father according to your will, compassion, plans, generosity I dearly pray that this suffering woman's womb is divinely blessed with a child. A wonderful, obedient, God-fearing child. A wonderful companion a great loving contributor to the family according to your will. Lord, as she awaits the wonderful miracle to happen please heal her heart and emotions and rid her of the bad thoughts so that she can be both physically and emotionally ready to become a great mother. Hear and act upon our prayers Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth as you know the pains and pangs that eat-up our hearts.