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| Posted by Guest - 09-24-2022 05:05 PM |
| Lord be with Ald and have your perfect will be done in her life and her situation. Lord we thank you for all the help you have given her so far, do continue to help her and her family as she gets closer to you Father in heaven. Give her your peace and the strength to keep on going knowing you are with her helping her one day at a time. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. Amen! |
| Posted by Ald - 09-23-2022 09:28 AM |
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Took car to mechanic yesterday, heard squeaking line brakes but they said brakes fine. Said I need spark plugs, appointment next week, $170. Said in future will need timer belt that costs around c$800, I had $1000 on card at time but money for groceries taken out plus other items taken out that day. I need to wait for payday to pay for that, want asap, my Elantra is almost 13 years old. Actually it's my mother's car but I drive it, she bought it about 4 years ago for me to get around. It's been a blessing. She only had $30,00 nest egg when she retired and took about $7-8000 to buy this used car about 4-5 years ago, so she helped me out majorly. Having a vehicle to get to work, shop or just get out of house even if it's close to home is a blessing. I don't know what I'll do when this car clunks out, I don't have money to buy a decent used car, my credit is bad. I shouldn't even have a car with my income, I work retail but my mom moved in about 6 years ago I think, she pays utilities, my ex moved out in 2015 and he lives next door and pays mortgage for this house, not for my sake but our kids, he doesn't want house to foreclose. He's barely making it working in restaurant as an assistant manager after covid hit. His gas was shut off. I pay for all groceries and car stuff, holiday stuff and buy clothes for us. I honestly couldn't make it on my own, $15 hour doesn't cut it. I don't have a career. I made so many mistakes when young and it's causing such fear for my future and embarrassment now as an adult. I can't quit my job, I'm 55 years old, too old to start over. I wish Jesus would come back very soon. The buses here aren't great, I don't know what I'll do when car goes. I'm so scared. My life stinks. I havr appointment next week for spark plugs, eventually we get timer belt too which is $800. I could never pay that if I was on my own, I couldn't pay rent, utilities, food, clothes, household necessities and transportation on my own, I have no life or health insurance. Next month is health insurance sign ups, I can't afford deductible of $1500. I'm afraid of future in this Earth. I genuinely need more money to live, not fancy but live. I don't know what to do, I can't pay back loans either, who would hire me at my age, older after school? school? It would have to be online, I'm more hands on person but also cheap, like community college. I want to go home alot, I don't have a Future on this Earth. My son is smart but rude, disrespectful and unsaved, doesn't want to hear about God, he thinks all ways are right or we don't know. My daughter's isn't saved, works at home place but not in school, she's 21, her room is a mess. She won't clean it, not sure if she is a hoarder or not. My ex next door has no heat or hot water, can't afford $3400 he owes, can't do assistance. Pray for him and his girlfriend. Prayers for them to be saved. Prayers my sister gets into senior housing, she's on social security. |