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All my life I have be strongly heterosexual. Men were everything to me. Constantly praying and waiting for my husband to come, and day by day growing in faith. All of the sudden the day before yesterday I had a dream that I was a lesbian and from then on I began to find women attractive. It got so bad that I couldn't even watch a tv show with a women on it. Let alone before this seeing pretty women had absolutely NO affect on me. To make it worse my strong desire for men isn't really there anymore. I am so disgusted with myself and I told GOD that if he dosent heal me to kill me because I am not stong enough to live batteling the spirit of homosexuality. I have been through pain beyond pain. Growing up I was tormented, disgusting things were done to me, my parent was on drugs, I was physically abused, verbally abused, and molested so I know pain; and that all happened during the first 20 years of my life. But this I can not handel. I am turning 21 soon, I am very young and I am willing to give up all my dreams just so I don't have to bare this. It is too painful. I despise lesbianism. And I cannot live like this I have even considered killing myself. I can't take this please pray for me. I would just rather go home to the father than live as a lesbian for the rest of me life. I just wish JESUS would heal me but if he dosent please let me come home!!!!!
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Posted by matt - 02-28-2009 09:03 AM

Father, please bring calm and peace to this person's heart, i pray her heart will not be troubled or afraid. Lord, i pray she will not give into the deception of the enemy's tactics, please rebuke satan from her Lord Jesus. I pray she will just start praising Your Name, and read Your Word. You can calm the storm, as You can calm our hearts. "Be still and know that I am God" (see Psalm 46:10). LOrd, i believe You want to use her life, and bless her walk with You. I pray by Your Spirit You will strengthen her faith in Jesus and bring healing to her heart and soul of all past wounds or hurts and bring wholeness to her, more of You Lord. Let her sing a praise today by faith i pray. Please rebuke any thoughts or suggestions by the enemy of suicide, and break every stronghold. A dream she had does not in any way change Your love for her and Your plans for her. Please help her now Lord Jesus, in Jesus Name, amen
ps...start playing some Christian music, songs of worship and praise, you would be amazed and how God can strengthen your spirit and satan can't stand it!!!!!

Posted by Guest - 02-28-2009 06:34 AM

All my life I have be strongly heterosexual. Men were everything to me. Constantly praying and waiting for my husband to come, and day by day growing in faith. All of the sudden the day before yesterday I had a dream that I was a lesbian and from then on I began to find women attractive. It got so bad that I couldn't even watch a tv show with a women on it. Let alone before this seeing pretty women had absolutely NO affect on me. To make it worse my strong desire for men isn't really there anymore. I am so disgusted with myself and I told GOD that if he dosent heal me to kill me because I am not stong enough to live batteling the spirit of homosexuality. I have been through pain beyond pain. Growing up I was tormented, disgusting things were done to me, my parent was on drugs, I was physically abused, verbally abused, and molested so I know pain; and that all happened during the first 20 years of my life. But this I can not handel. I am turning 21 soon, I am very young and I am willing to give up all my dreams just so I don't have to bare this. It is too painful. I despise lesbianism. And I cannot live like this I have even considered killing myself. I can't take this please pray for me. I would just rather go home to the father than live as a lesbian for the rest of me life. I just wish JESUS would heal me but if he dosent please let me come home!!!!!