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| Posted by Stake - 08-01-2012 12:12 PM |
| okay....my husband and I have been married since this past october and starting trying to conceive our first child 2 months after that. (8 cycles now)...We are having no luck and every month it gets more disapointing, more devestating, and more we feel like it will never happen. When I was younger, I had a horrible experience with some of the staff of my church, so I turned away, I was young and impressionable, and couldn't understand how people who work for God could be so cruel. It wasn't until I met my husband that my faith was restored, he brough me to his church and showed me that sometimes people are bad, and its their choice to be that way because theyve turned away from Gods word, God didnt make them that way. I actually cried at one of the first services I went to because it felt like the pastor was speaking directly to me. Since then, my faith is stronger than ever and I put Jesus first in my life, my marriage, and in all decisions. I have decided that instead of praying God will bless us with a child, maybe there is a lesson to be learned in this experience, and I will not have a child until I learn whatever it is that God is trying to teach me. I have a big feeling this is trying to teach me patience since I have never been very good with that! I have always been a go-getter, an instant gratification kind of girl, and trying to conceive has definitely taught me some amount of patience, from waiting to ovulate, waiting 2 weeks after that for results, and waiting 8 months in general. Trying to conceive is basically ALL about waiting and ultimately, you're waiting to see those 2 little lines on the stick. I think maybe I have not fully learned my lesson in patience that God is trying to teach me, so I will pray for that. and if anyone reads this and could say a little prayer for me and my hubby I would really appreciate it! I am now going to read through some of the other threads on here and send some love and prayers your way too! |

