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Posted by Chris8 - 09-19-2012 03:00 AM
Dear Lord,please have mercy on John.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave John! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord
Posted by Guest - 02-19-2011 07:45 AM
the enemy has come to steal destroy and kill.john get in contact with this person elisha goodman(email elisha[at]firesprings.com)Thumb
Posted by Guest - 02-18-2011 10:08 AM
Guest Wrote:John, I am praying for you...God knows what is going on [read Job 23:10]. Jesus told the centurion that it would be done just as he believed it would [read Mt 8:13]. I know it's hard, but leave the entire burden at Christ's feet and let your heavenly Father take care of you. He is your protection and intercessor. ACR.

My name is John. I would like prayer for my current situation!

I feel so rejected and abandoned...I am a totally broken man since my wife and children left me, not only left me but accused me of sexual misconduct with our children...the state has proven that it did not happen but yet they are still moving forward trying to enlighten me with 1st degree rape (6counts) and sexual exploition in the 1st degree (12 counts) using my babies baby pictures (under 17 months of age) they have enlightened me with Indecent liberties with a minor but yet yet out the 2nd degree rape charges...

My life is a living hell, I have lost my family on lies, I have lost all respect of my business partners, which in turn has all of my possessions gone. The more I pray to God the worse my life becomes, now my wife is saying she is afraid of me, I can't see that as we were together everyday for 5 years, I never raised a hand to her and she knows that so why she is saying this I have no idea, we were about to move to Raleigh into a 6800 sq. foot home and put our two children into private school and now I can't even afford a ham sandwich.

I am not a bitter person, and yet it seems as though God has turned his back on me too...he knows full well this did not happen. What is the purpose of allowing all of this because our goals and dreams were far and above the world's expectations of life? I have given my last dollars to ministries thinking it was the money that caused this...all I ever wanted was to provide a beautiful life for my wife and children.

I am afraid to ask you to pray for me as I do not know if I can handle any more of this as it gets worse each and every time I pray to God. You are more in tuned with God than I so i will leave it to you as what should be done.

I pray that if this does not stop that he just take me home or let the other guy take me as my life is not worth living without my family! These 5 months without them feels worth than death so death at this moment doesn't scare me anymore. I do not know what direction to go in as my life was planned out with my wife and children. I know I worked allot but I did it from home so I could be present with my family maybe that was it...I wish God had never given me the ability to make so much money to attain what we had attained as I always strove for bigger and the best for my beautiful family. I never had anything including love when I was little so I wanted to make sure my children and wife had it all. She is not asking for money, a divorce or a separation NOTHING?

She or her mother has a no contact order against me until August 20th of this year??? I have learned she is working as a cocktail waitress and living in a 2 bedroom apartment 1 bath with her mother with my two children, WHY, she had a 5400 sq. foot house (that she picked out) maid service, unlimited bank accounts...did not have to work...so all of this has me baffled and extremely hurt on every level...I can't imagine her in a place like that, or working in a place like that, that rips my heart out...I feel as though a big part of me has died and been ripped out.

I go Feb. 23rd to learn my fate about the ridiculous charges above, oh, and I was locked up on Feb. 2nd again for telling the Mother-n-law that I loved my wife and to kiss the babies for me...Oh God...I have spent 66 days in jail because of this and lost my life, my wife, my children and my self respect for the world and God. Please do what you think is best as I do not want to ask for prayer as I have nothing left to give except my life...John
Posted by Servant-316 - 02-18-2011 09:51 AM
Guest Wrote:My name is John. I would like prayer for my current situation!

I feel so rejected and abandoned...I am a totally broken man since my wife and children left me, not only left me but accused me of sexual misconduct with our children...the state has proven that it did not happen but yet they are still moving forward trying to enlighten me with 1st degree rape (6counts) and sexual exploition in the 1st degree (12 counts) using my babies baby pictures (under 17 months of age) they have enlightened me with Indecent liberties with a minor but yet yet out the 2nd degree rape charges...

My life is a living hell, I have lost my family on lies, I have lost all respect of my business partners, which in turn has all of my possessions gone. The more I pray to God the worse my life becomes, now my wife is saying she is afraid of me, I can't see that as we were together everyday for 5 years, I never raised a hand to her and she knows that so why she is saying this I have no idea, we were about to move to Raleigh into a 6800 sq. foot home and put our two children into private school and now I can't even afford a ham sandwich.

I am not a bitter person, and yet it seems as though God has turned his back on me too...he knows full well this did not happen. What is the purpose of allowing all of this because our goals and dreams were far and above the world's expectations of life? I have given my last dollars to ministries thinking it was the money that caused this...all I ever wanted was to provide a beautiful life for my wife and children.

I am afraid to ask you to pray for me as I do not know if I can handle any more of this as it gets worse each and every time I pray to God. You are more in tuned with God than I so i will leave it to you as what should be done.

I pray that if this does not stop that he just take me home or let the other guy take me as my life is not worth living without my family! These 5 months without them feels worth than death so death at this moment doesn't scare me anymore. I do not know what direction to go in as my life was planned out with my wife and children. I know I worked allot but I did it from home so I could be present with my family maybe that was it...I wish God had never given me the ability to make so much money to attain what we had attained as I always strove for bigger and the best for my beautiful family. I never had anything including love when I was little so I wanted to make sure my children and wife had it all. She is not asking for money, a divorce or a separation NOTHING?

She or her mother has a no contact order against me until August 20th of this year??? I have learned she is working as a cocktail waitress and living in a 2 bedroom apartment 1 bath with her mother with my two children, WHY, she had a 5400 sq. foot house (that she picked out) maid service, unlimited bank accounts...did not have to work...so all of this has me baffled and extremely hurt on every level...I can't imagine her in a place like that, or working in a place like that, that rips my heart out...I feel as though a big part of me has died and been ripped out.

I go Feb. 23rd to learn my fate about the ridiculous charges above, oh, and I was locked up on Feb. 2nd again for telling the Mother-n-law that I loved my wife and to kiss the babies for me...Oh God...I have spent 66 days in jail because of this and lost my life, my wife, my children and my self respect for the world and God. Please do what you think is best as I do not want to ask for prayer as I have nothing left to give except my life...John

In every hardship in life there is a lesson to learn. My father was a very successful business man, had millions in the bank and was recognized all over the local area where we live as a very prosperous man. He had all the money he needed, yet as his son, instead of having all the money in the world, having a father is better or in my moher's instance...a husband. I had a luxurious life style when I was young, and the only times I remember spending time with my father was when the business was just starting and we lived a humble lifestyle. Business representatives, or associates had more time from my father than the family did and he would usually put them before us. Just as we sometimes have everything we thinks we need, it is the simple lack of God and his life principles that we are missing. Just like rich actors and other multi-millianaire people who come out in the media with problems going into drugs and other un-Godly corruptions, it is our hunger of money that leads us astray. Money is not bad in life, it is what we sacriffce for it and the extents which we go through to obtain it that are bad. This worlds standards are not God's standards. If you would be willing to give up everything in your life for your family, then your thinking clearly now. There can be no quality time with the family is there is no quantity time. When my father accepted Christ he started change for the better and is now a Pastor. We have a church and a business and though we still struggle we are moving forward. God never promised an easy life, he only promised the strength in him to make it through the struggles we encountered. If you can hold fast onto God, and trust he will get you through this problem, you will have more blessings from him than you can imagine. Its when we pray to God for change in our lives, and changes start occurring, that the trails of God start. Without suffering there can be no "real" change in ones life. Because we are human and sometimes depend on our strength instead of God's, God lifts some of us higher so that the fall can be greater and with the sufferings we endure we turn to him. Many people don't look or care to look for God until we go through suffering in our lives, and then God becomes a basic instinct because we know he exists. With this said:

Father God, I pray for John, that you would give him the strength to endure the trails in his life and become prevailent in your will father. I pray you give him the dicernment to see you working in his life, and the wisdom to deal with his trails accordingly. I pray for your guidance in his life and that your trails move swiftly through his life so that he may receive the blessing you hold at the end of this trail for him. I know that all things are in accordance with your perfect will in out lives and that you use our weaknesses to turn them into our strengths (our loved ones) so that we may serve our purposes in life as you have always planned. I pray for peace, patience, strength, courage & faith in you Father. Should you see your servant worthy Father, I pray you hear my prayer and show John your absolute control to win one more life for the kingdom of Christ.

Your everlasting servant - Mando Jr.

P.S. - Prayer is only as strong as the faith behind the words....
Posted by Guest - 02-18-2011 07:19 AM
My name is John. I would like prayer for my current situation!

I feel so rejected and abandoned...I am a totally broken man since my wife and children left me, not only left me but accused me of sexual misconduct with our children...the state has proven that it did not happen but yet they are still moving forward trying to enlighten me with 1st degree rape (6counts) and sexual exploition in the 1st degree (12 counts) using my babies baby pictures (under 17 months of age) they have enlightened me with Indecent liberties with a minor but yet yet out the 2nd degree rape charges...

My life is a living hell, I have lost my family on lies, I have lost all respect of my business partners, which in turn has all of my possessions gone. The more I pray to God the worse my life becomes, now my wife is saying she is afraid of me, I can't see that as we were together everyday for 5 years, I never raised a hand to her and she knows that so why she is saying this I have no idea, we were about to move to Raleigh into a 6800 sq. foot home and put our two children into private school and now I can't even afford a ham sandwich.

I am not a bitter person, and yet it seems as though God has turned his back on me too...he knows full well this did not happen. What is the purpose of allowing all of this because our goals and dreams were far and above the world's expectations of life? I have given my last dollars to ministries thinking it was the money that caused this...all I ever wanted was to provide a beautiful life for my wife and children.

I am afraid to ask you to pray for me as I do not know if I can handle any more of this as it gets worse each and every time I pray to God. You are more in tuned with God than I so i will leave it to you as what should be done.

I pray that if this does not stop that he just take me home or let the other guy take me as my life is not worth living without my family! These 5 months without them feels worth than death so death at this moment doesn't scare me anymore. I do not know what direction to go in as my life was planned out with my wife and children. I know I worked allot but I did it from home so I could be present with my family maybe that was it...I wish God had never given me the ability to make so much money to attain what we had attained as I always strove for bigger and the best for my beautiful family. I never had anything including love when I was little so I wanted to make sure my children and wife had it all. She is not asking for money, a divorce or a separation NOTHING?

She or her mother has a no contact order against me until August 20th of this year??? I have learned she is working as a cocktail waitress and living in a 2 bedroom apartment 1 bath with her mother with my two children, WHY, she had a 5400 sq. foot house (that she picked out) maid service, unlimited bank accounts...did not have to work...so all of this has me baffled and extremely hurt on every level...I can't imagine her in a place like that, or working in a place like that, that rips my heart out...I feel as though a big part of me has died and been ripped out.

I go Feb. 23rd to learn my fate about the ridiculous charges above, oh, and I was locked up on Feb. 2nd again for telling the Mother-n-law that I loved my wife and to kiss the babies for me...Oh God...I have spent 66 days in jail because of this and lost my life, my wife, my children and my self respect for the world and God. Please do what you think is best as I do not want to ask for prayer as I have nothing left to give except my life...John