I have been laid off from my job recientally, my lease is up on my apartment soon in January, I just found out that my parents may be getting a divorce and also stressed that my girlfriend that is coming back on January 15 2008 and I feel she may not want to be with me because I feel so screwed up right now im having a hard time managing my life. I hope she will accept me in the situation that I am in because I do love her and I havent had a girl that I have said that about in a long time. I am so confused and have such strange feeling about the future that I honestly dont know what Im going to do. I have been having panic attacks again and I have had trouble with my body. God if your out there please please please help me lord please help me raise from darkness that I feel like I am in and see your great light, forgiveness and faith and healing of the joy and blessings of your almighty healing and grace. I feel like all I have left is your faith and may that keep calm and graceful. Lord please help me from the demons that I have been facing and bless me with the watchful eyes of angles that will guide me to a greater good. God I pray that you will help me and the people around me to bless their lives and provide grace and healing. Lord I need you so please let me see your grace and provide me with a solution that will help for the greater good and allow me to put on the armor of God for healing, strength and peacefulness in my life.



- Kyle