Dear God, I don't want to feel this pain. I need help. I did a terrible thing. I have been cheating on my husband for the past year with a very wonderful man who has given me everything that was lacking in my marriage. I know what I have done is wrong in the eyes of God and I am begging his forgiveness but I also need help. The pain I am feeling is beyond words. I miss Duck with all my heart. I broke it off two days ago. I couldn't bear to hurt my husband and my family any further (they never knew) and I also couldn't bear to hurt Duck anymore . He desperately wants a family and he had hopes of the two of us being together and I shattered his hopes now and he too is in a great deal of pain. I know what I did was wrong but I am trying to make it right for everyone now. I want to try and save my marriage. We have one daughter and a 30 year history and he doesn't deserve what I have done to him no matter what he has done to me. We have been struggling in our marriage for 10 years. I am just asking for prayers - prayers for me that my pain will soon ease. I am unable to eat much or sleep. Prayers for Duck that he can get over me and move on with his life and find someone who can give him what I could not. And prayers for my marriage and my husband. That we can find love again. Please help me - this is all too much to bear right now. Thank you.

Dear Guest,
I too have a "George" and can understand what you're going through...I've been hurt so much by his words that ...well, this once self-sufficient, determined woman feels like a blubbering fool; useless and underapreciated...I showed him more love than I've ever shown any man..and now I'm hurting..crying on a daily basis, my heart hurts if thats possible..I feel empty...I dont understand why God brought us together in the first place - I've had enough - Everytime I think I'm out of tears, here they come again....he knows he hurts me, appologizes, promises to work on it...and then the next day, its the same cycle all over again...I cant go through this again..I dont know what to do - this hurts more than anything. Please Lord - give us an outpouring of your loving spirit; heal our hearts; good relationships are falling apart - Please father...you are our God and savior; our loved ones are our support and comfort..please show us the way; show us what love really is all about - keep us strong through these trials and please remind our "Georges" that we are here becuase we love them and deserve to be treated as such...God bless all of you..Thank you for your prayers and may the Lord giude you safely through your lives as well.

god i am a sinner and i know it no tthe work of your to hur tppl or let them suffer i love my wife and and i feel that she is sliping away from me god i ask for nothing more then for you to forgive me of my sin and bring me closer to your house amen

Dear God Almighty,
I am sorry that I am making you impersonal right now, but I fear something awfu has happened. Pease send out angels to find out was has gone wrong Holy God. Something terrible has happened. My friends have given into Satan, and no one is respecting You. I have been so hard on many and i am not sure why. I was trying to be Holy for You, Lord God. I was trying to find the high cause and it seems to be too hard or escape me. this is hard to understand. I am so upset that everything has been degraded so far in this soul. We are suffering enemy attack and we don't have anyoen to turn to it seems. I am so unsure and i know You must be very upset. PLease help me find the right way to freedom, Lord God. And to find the right way to Your Son, whom You have made so personal to me. I am very gifted by this. Please Lord, be the great force in the sky i know You are. Please make us bow down before You and be Holy Oh, God. I am so sick by this all and the much digrace in my own life and heart and in the hearts and souls around me.. i am soo torn up by this problem... please take it away. I am so scared and confused and upset. Please Sovreing Lord, hide Your disgust over me... i am so lonely. and i don;t want to acknolge all the good gifts because i am so unworthy of them all. i am so sorry about everything and i am lost beyond all emotion. Please forgive my corruption and awful sin against Your Holy Name... Jesus Christ. i feel very forsaken and alone in my own depression. there are no words to describe this pit of unknowing. Salvation eludes me. i feel so selfish and unholy. Your lovingkindness seems unfair to me, and so unlawful. i wonder why someone so great as You has put up with humans for so long and tirelessly

You will find all the answer the Living Word of God which the Bible. Please take your time to read and God will reveal Himself to you through our Lord Jesus Christ. God bles you.

(12-17-2012 06:43 PM)Guest Wrote:  Dear God Almighty,
I am sorry that I am making you impersonal right now, but I fear something awfu has happened. Pease send out angels to find out was has gone wrong Holy God. Something terrible has happened. My friends have given into Satan, and no one is respecting You. I have been so hard on many and i am not sure why. I was trying to be Holy for You, Lord God. I was trying to find the high cause and it seems to be too hard or escape me. this is hard to understand. I am so upset that everything has been degraded so far in this soul. We are suffering enemy attack and we don't have anyoen to turn to it seems. I am so unsure and i know You must be very upset. PLease help me find the right way to freedom, Lord God. And to find the right way to Your Son, whom You have made so personal to me. I am very gifted by this. Please Lord, be the great force in the sky i know You are. Please make us bow down before You and be Holy Oh, God. I am so sick by this all and the much digrace in my own life and heart and in the hearts and souls around me.. i am soo torn up by this problem... please take it away. I am so scared and confused and upset. Please Sovreing Lord, hide Your disgust over me... i am so lonely. and i don;t want to acknolge all the good gifts because i am so unworthy of them all. i am so sorry about everything and i am lost beyond all emotion. Please forgive my corruption and awful sin against Your Holy Name... Jesus Christ. i feel very forsaken and alone in my own depression. there are no words to describe this pit of unknowing. Salvation eludes me. i feel so selfish and unholy. Your lovingkindness seems unfair to me, and so unlawful. i wonder why someone so great as You has put up with humans for so long and tirelessly

...For your beautiful daughter my Father, let her know she is just that inside and out. Lord Jesus forgive us for making wrong choises and bringing us to this point because of this and not waiting on You and the goodness You have for those that wait on You like a Godly mate for her; please restore us, our dignity my Lord with all that we ask by blood she deserves so much more - restore all that was lost let her feel Your love envelop her right now through true friends for us now my Lord. Draw her closer and protect us all. We give all the praise for just loving on her Jesus, thank you so much.

Please help me god and please let him come back to me.

Dear God, Past 6 years m living in fear and tension of loosing the person I love. I love him more than my life and can\'t stay without him. We were in a relationship for the past 6.5years. I am so much addicted to him. Recently he just left me and went to uk for his studies. His parents dint agree for our marriage. He says that he loves me but can\'t go against his parents so he left me to die. I did many attempts to die but failed. Now m mentally disturbed nd just want to die. Please help me. I am living in hell. He just left me in pain and to die.
I just love him and can\'t live without him . I am going through a serious break down in life. No one understands me and says to move on. I don\'t want to move on without him.

Weird things keep on coming to my mind. I wish no one goes through what I am going through in life. Please help me. I can\'t take this pain. I just want him back. He is my medicine to live. I cant live without him. Please understand nd help me, what should I do.

Jesus, you know my pain. I am still single with children. I have prayed for a husband who will love me & my children. I ask that if a companion is not coming then please take this desire out of my heart. It has become too heavy to bare. I love you God. Thank you, in Jesus mighty name I pray.

Amen & amen! Lord thos depression & hopelssnes of things never changing no matter how much we pray & worship you there never seems to be any glimer of your hope. dont know how much more of this sad MT life i can take even my close friends deserted me i feel alone & afraid how to make the next move that if its not your it will just explode in our face like everythin else. dont know your timin Lord nbut canthold on much longer. i stood long & hard on all your promises Please pray for us please help us God

Oh, Lord, you know what a mess this is. I want to scream, but I think I stopped screaming years ago. My boyfriend Amanual is addicted. I know it's an "illness", but I'm so angry.
I feel like his "illness" is killing me. And, he doesn't seem to care. He doesn't seem to really care about anything anymore.i deserve to be treat as women but he treat me like I'm worthless and ****
Oh, Lord, can I believe you can rescue us in this mess??Please help him from alcohol addiction and porn cheating please lord I love him,, help us have normal life together please lord I'm pregnant I don't have family he is the only one I know in America, lord please help me I fell to kill my self I'm so hopeless right now he want me to leave his house were I can go what about the pergnancy