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Addicted to porn (Adults only)

I need serious prayer. Please respond. I'm a 21-year-old male who has been addicted to pornography since I was 11. It gets worse and worse each year. I return to pornography about 15-20 times a month.
I have lost all hope.

This is very hard for me to admit, but I need to get it all out. I've been lusting after women, after anime, and even after animals. I have tried to leave, but I can't. I always fail. My heart is corrupted and black as tar. I don't even feel particularly guilty anymore.

Someone, help me. I am too ashamed to confide in my best friend. Paul said he was the worst of sinners, but I am. My mind is so warped and broken. Sexual immorality has invaded my dreams, and my daily thoughts. I have almost sunken to the deepest depths of Internet pornography.

Tonight, I looked at pornographic anime and at animals again. Please do not judge me. I need your help. I am falling to my death, and if I die, I will go to Hell. I don't want to go there. I want to be made clean, and white as snow. I want to feel Jesus' hand on my shoulders. I want to feel emotion again. Porn takes that away from you, you know. It makes you rotten and shameful.

Please help me. Please don't be so disgusted that you leave me. I am the worst of men. I know that. I deserve to die. Do you know what it's like to feel this hopeless? To feel like you failed Jesus this much? I want to love Jesus again. Before, I was a child. Now, I am a man, and I need to return to Jesus.

I'm barely able to write this. Just a shell of a man. Emotionally faded like an old painting. Can a man even succeed after ten thousand attempts? That's probably a realistic number. I don't feel like prayer can save me anymore, but this is my last ditch effort. If this doesn't work, I am a doomed soul.

My name is Noah, by the way. Christian family. Christian past. I knew Jesus in my heart personally, but I lost it somewhere along the way.

When I was younger, I was in bed one time, and I had closed my eyes to go to sleep, when the words "Leviticus 18:23" appeared in my vision. I reluctantly looked up the verse, only to read "Do not have sexual relations with an animal and defile yourself with it. A woman must not present herself to an animal to have sexual relations with it; that is a perversion."

I had never read that verse before, and it was the only time in my life where I recognized God directly speaking to me. But since then, I have failed again many times. I have never had sexual relations, but in my mind I have. This is who I am, and it needs to change. But how can I believe that change is even possible still?
11-14-2013 02:34 AM
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RE: Addicted to porn (Adults only)

What it is impossible for men it is possible for the Lord. Luke 18:27.
Want to be there for you and listen whenever you will want to talk with a Lord's servant.
Dear Lord,please have mercy on Noah and their home.
In the Name of the Lord,right now I command to all the power of darkness and the curses to leave Noah and their home! Now!
I pray that Your will to be done in their life.
You are the King of kings and Your Name is Wonderful.
Thank You my Lord

Warrior Blessed and holy are those who share in the first resurrection.For them the second death holds no power, but they will be priests of God and of Christ and will reign with him a thousand years.
(This post was last modified: 02-19-2021 03:15 AM by Chris8.)
11-14-2013 12:00 PM
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I join in prayer for this brother. Heavenly Father, in the Name of Yeshua, give this brother a new hope and new desires. Take away the old heart of stone and give him a new heart that desires and seeks after a new and wonderful life in God. This is Satan's counterfeit to make sex an ugly thing and perverted when God never meant for it to be that way at all. I pray the BLOOD of Yeshua that was shed for the sins of man over this young man! Noah, God loves you very much. He gave us rules to protect us, not Him. This is why we have the Torah, the law of God. Yeshua died to set us free from ALL types of sin. Turn it all over to Him on a day by day basis and most of all, read and study His Word and BELIEVE it. He will set you free!
11-16-2013 11:39 PM
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In Jesus Name I pray mercy, grace, favor for this family. In Jesus Name I pray, according with Lord's will, Psalm 118:25 and abundantly life for this family. In Jesus Name I pray what is impossible with people is possible with God for this family.
In Jesus Name I pray 1 John 3:8 b) for this family. In Jesus Name I pray "The Son of God came to destroy the works of the devil" for this family.
Thank You Lord because there is nothing too hard for God. Jeremiah 32:17, Luke 1:37, Luke 18:27.


In Jesus Name I pray, according with Lord's will, Exodus 14:14 and Deuteronomy 20:4 and Deuteronomy 28:3 and Deuteronomy 28:6-8 and 1 Chronicles 4:10 and 2 Samuel 22:33 and 2 Samuel 22:40 and 2 Samuel 22:49 and 2 Kings 6:16 and Jeremiah 29:11 and Jeremiah 32:17 and Isaiah 54:17 and Psalm 1:3 and Psalm 4:7-8 and Psalm 5:12 and Psalm 16:7-8 and Psalm 18:29 and Psalm 18:39 and Psalm 20:4 and Psalm 23 and Psalm 33:9 and Psalm 35:1 and Psalm 54:4 and Psalm 71:1-3 and Psalm 71:21 and Psalm 84:11 and Psalm 91 and Psalm 103:3 and Psalm 107:20 and Psalm 118:17 and Psalm 121:2 and Luke 18:27 and Romans 8:37 and 1 Peter 2:24 and Ephesians 3:20 and Philippians 4:13 and for 7 times restoration for this family.
Thank You Lord

Warrior Blessed and holy are those who share in the first resurrection.For them the second death holds no power, but they will be priests of God and of Christ and will reign with him a thousand years.
02-19-2021 03:18 AM
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I commend you for openly seeking prayer regarding this addiction, friend. Be assured of my prayers for you, that the Lord will deliver you from the hold that this addiction has on your life and lead you into His best plan. Blessings!
02-19-2021 12:52 PM
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