for the heavenly father to cause me to ascend into heaven without a death to be forever with him in the name of JESUS CHRIST like Elijah did in the holy bible. However not my will but the most holy and perfect loving will of the heavenly father be done.

amen.

The only one in the bible that ascended into heaven was Elijah. I believe he was a very special person who came on earth for a special reason like in the order of Melchizedek. Even Jesus to died before he ascended into heaven. The best we can hope for is to die in our sleep without pain. May Jesus give you his peace and take away your fear of death, for to be absent from the body is to be with God. God Bless You.