I believe in God with all my heart. I know his is faithful and true and is able to do anything. But there are times (like now) where I feel its not that he can't but its that he won't help me.

Right now I feel like I have been chewed on and spit out. Im crying to God for help. And he is the only help I know and trust. But how can I distingush the things that he wants for me and the things that does not? For example, I praise God that I have a job. I have been employeed there for 3years now but for the past 2months things have been really going bad for me. There have been uncontrollable mistakes, alot of distractions, warnings, and yesterday a writeup. And to top it off we are short staff. It gets really crazy.

There is something inside me that is telling me its time to leave and yet there is another voice that tells me keep pressing and hold on things will get better, Just ask God to change things for the better. I dont know what to do. The US economy is so bad right now, just the thought of look for a job is mind bottling in itself.

Im so confurssed. I so depressed... cant sleep at night, crying none stop. Please someone please help me pray. All I want is for his will to be done. And yet sometimes I have trouble figureing out what is his will.