God is faithful and just and has been blessing my daugher and I profusely. I only wish that I were more alive towards God and less inhibited in praising Him.
I confess Lord God that I am bearing an angry grudge against my neighbors because I don't approve of their activities and lifestyle, the filth of which overflows into the boundaries of my apartment home, disturbing my peace. Lord, please bless and protect my going in and coming out. Please forgive me for judging my neighbors and thank you for neighbors who may not be close in proximity but are spiritual neighbors sharing the same standards I do. Please give me grace and continue your protection which I recognize as an undeserved gift of your love and care for me. Please give me the patience and wisdom I need to survive in order to be transfered into a more peaceable righteous dwelling. At great cost to my personal well being and peace I can see how your sun is shining on the just and the unjust and I thank you for allowing me to learn from this experience and for not keeping me trapped in sin or by sin. I deeply regret that the last year I have to spend with my daughter before she graduates from high school has been spent in a defensive worrisome constantly harrassed state of being. Lord please heal my body and mind and forgive me for any selfishness in this matter. I know that You are working things out for good and that You have been very kind and just. Please don't frustrate me in my goal to change inside my being, to transform into righteousness and to gain control of my affairs. Please forgive my daughter and I for the things we have been prevent4ed from doing because of the prevailing power of the ungodly.

Lord I lift up this prayer to you LORD in JESUS NAME AMEN!