Prayers I make it to work . Prayers I do well. My vaccinated co-workers get to take their masks off, I'm not vaccinated so I hope there are others besides me. I am afraid of any side effects, don't want to be a guinea pig. My mother wants me to take her to get vaccine, I don't want to, I don't know if she will be fine or not, shes76.
Prayers for my life, I'm getting depressed, my life seems to revolve around my job, I have a job that isn't liveable on my own, I work retail, the biggest retailer that most people know, I screwed up my life when young, dropped out of college, no trade school which I should have done and this job is tedious, boring, atmosphere isn't great, I'm grateful or try to be about having a job but it's hard at my age, im54. Not good. I work till 10 p.m., it's either 4:00 a.m. to 1 p.m. shift or 1:00 p.m. to 10. You really don't get a choice. They made these shifts in November. I sometimes get tired coming home at night, wish I had a 9 to 5 hours. Right now though I got my days off together instead of split so whenever I can I also need to cleany house, my mother doesn't do any cleaning, I mean light cleaning and my teens don't do anything. My teen)20 year old works and is hardly ever home but she's young and could clean up her pigstye room.
I need to lose weight, I used tax return money to buy total gym, I don't regret buying it but I never see to have time before or after work to use it. It takes me long to get ready, hair etc after a shower I need to lose weight, my body hurts, my knees, legs. I'm divorced now after 7 years. No man, no Christian men around, my life is too complicated for a relationship.
