Dear Lord,

I thank You for the wisdom You've given me in my situation. I thank You for allowing me to continue my friendship thus far and for working on the heart of my friend. I ask that You would continue to have Your will, Lord. I know that he is hurting--You know the specifics Lord. I pray that he would come to You and seek You in this time--I believe that his depression is for a reason: he doesn't have You. Please, work in his heart as we speak.

Forgive me, Lord, for not having the right heart toward him. I have not prayed for him or others as I should. Forgive me for my faults as a witness--I pray that You would restore me, a wicked sinner. I ask that You would allow me to do better in the future--that You would work through me and change me into the person You would have me to be. Forgive me for being wicked and please help me to be transparent so that only Your light can shine through. Allow my friends to see You in me.

Please also help me to find the person You would have for me, Father. I want to find the man You have for me. I know that I have complained that I do not have a boyfriend--never having one has been especially hard. However, I ask that You would not send just anyone simply to satisfy my immediate want. I ask that You would truly prepare the heart of the man You would have me to be with. Please prepare my heart so that I can be completely healed and fully able to be with him. I pray that no one else would be presented to me--that You would bring me the one man You have for me. Give me the wisdom and knowledge to know him when I finally do see him, Lord and give me the peace to know that it is Your will and not my own.

I ask that if it is possible to send him now that You would--but otherwise, I will wait. I want Your perfect timing and I pray that I would be content with the friends whom You've blessed me with thus far. I ask that they would all come to know You and that especially my friend for whom I speak that You would save him soon--that You would give him a receptive heart for You and that he would see Your face.

I thank You for the support You've given on here Lord and for the support I've had at home. Even when it was tough, I can see that everything happens for a reason.

Thank You for all that You have done and are continuing to do. In Christ's holy name I pray. Amen.