Please pray for my restoration, I'm 55yo single Egyptian male. I have no family and without a job nor any money. I do believe that God does provide all our needs. I always thought I'll be doing missionary work, but due to family obligations at the time (my mother was so sick and incapable of living on her own) I had to postpone all my plans and had to resign my job because she needed full time attention. After she passed away, it seems that every thing fell apart and I couldn't secure a job because of my age. As things got really tight, I started losing my concentrations and could hardly read the bible and just pray for few moments. Right now I'm fighting against depression and sometimes feel like I should die and end all this suffering. I'm sorry for this lengthy posting but I just felt that I need to talk to someone about my inner feelings. Guys please pray that God May fulfill his purpose in my life.
Thanks and God Bless.

PS Please excuse my poor English