I took in twin brother from foster care that were in danger of being separated. It is 19 months later; They were suppose to terminate parental rights at 15 months but they are still trying to give the boys back to mom or dad. Neither is fit to raise a goldfish. Mom gave birth to another baby boy and we said we would take the child in. He may be deaf. I didn't want the brothers to be separated and I don't care if he has any handicaps! I see these boys as blessings from God, I really do. They are beautiful children. I am also very good to the birth mom and dad. I treat them with respect, I pray for them, I have given them clothes, food, and money. I don't do this for any reward. I do it because I can't see someone go without when I can give. Now my schedule is all about family visits so I can't work or put the boys in classes this summer. My life is filled with so much stress over all of this though. It has caused my husband and I to argue, which we never did in the past. I have lost friends over this. My family didn't think I should have taken the third child. I feel in my heart that I am doing God's will. Why is there so much going wrong? I know God is with me as I know every good thing that has happened has been through his grace but I can't figure what to do to find some kind of peace within all this. They say no good deed goes unpunished. Is that my case? What am I doing wrong. Why do I always feel attacked or tested? If you do not have any input, at least pray for my boys to receive God's blessings. Thank you.