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Broken heart. Need strength and peace
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Broken heart. Need strength and peace
I am a senior in high school. I was in a relationship with a girl for 17 months. We are both Christians. She broke up with me last Monday out of nowhere because she felt she needed to focus more on God and get closer to him before she is in a relationship. I understand this and I don’t want to distract her from God. But I love her so much. I never imagined I could care about someone as much as I care about her. She wasn’t just my girlfriend but she was my best friend. I have never been so comfortable around anyone. I thought we were meant to be together forever, and she did too. It may be God’s will and we may get back together but I can’t worry about that right now. I need to let go of her and give it all to God but I can’t find the strength. It is hard and I have never felt like this. I feel empty. I used to talk to her all the time and we would always laugh and have an amazing time and I just felt complete and wanted with her. She is so amazing. And now it’s over and she doesn’t want me to talk to her. Not until she has time to figure things out without me at least. I am doing everything I can to respect what she wants but it’s just so hard. She was the person I confided in. She was who I would talk to when I was upset and go to for help. I’m not just losing my love but I’m losing my closest friend. It hurts worse than anything I’ve ever felt knowing that I am still so in love with her and she isn’t in love with me. My heart is broken. I need to find the peace and happiness that God has to offer but I can’t unless I let go of this relationship and focus on God completely. I need prayer. Please pray for peace and strength. I don’t have either one right now. I’m clinging so tightly and I know I shouldn’t. But I don’t know how to let go. I love her so much. She’s the perfect person for me. I need prayer. Please pray for strength and comfort most of all. I also need to know that I’m not alone because I have never felt this alone. I need guidance. Thank you to anybody who reads this. God bless you all and take care.
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| 09-12-2010 09:19 PM |
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