Pray for me all i am doing is crying all the time. going to be getting up i have no life. my husband left me and my kids are in foster care. i have not been to church in a while i go to church once in a while, but don't feel it inside of me. I don't feel God's love and any love. I go to work and even cry at work about things. i cannot stop crying my husband hates me and does not want to talk to me anymore he has moved on and when and if the kids come home he wants to take them from me he has made me a basket case so nervous and upset i cannot sleep at night and eat either help me lord. paula:jesus-sign:

Dear Paula , .Just smile , dont worry.You must be happy when facing problems in life , because thats the way of purification.Why Jesus Christ suffered a lot in his life ? why Judas cheat Jesus Christ....There are also problems from evil forces , that may be controlling the thoughts of your husband.Remember you have problems in life thats why you are searching about God and thinking of God.Trust me your soul is being purified when you are facing problems in life.No other way is there to purify your sins.We are here in this world to evolve , only a strong soul can evolve , these suffering are to make you strong.Think about eternity only and pray to our father.Remember dear , God is with you thats why you are facing problems in life.God want you to comeback to him with a force.If out father dont like you , he will leave you forever .....think about that case..you will get all pleasures but your soul will go to hell forever.So dear wake up lihe a horce with horns , be brave and face all problems for your purification.

The ultimate measure of a person is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience , but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.

http://www.victoryinjesus.net/my%20testimony.htm
This is a testimony of a marriage broken down. Hope it encourages you.
I wish I can lift you up at this time of pain and feeling of lost. Hold on to the Lord.
He is our only hope. Our circumstances became so big and painful that He became very insignificant. Draw strength from Jesus as He is our comforter, our strength and our hope. Psm 46:1 "God is our refuge and strength,an ever-present help in trouble". Lord, I pray for your comfort...I pray for your presence be with Paula. I felt hurt listening to her cry and I am sure your heart is burning with pain too....You love us so much that you died for us...and I have no doubt that you cry with her....you felt the pain many time more than I do...in your word, it said that you collected every of our tears in a bottle and remember them....this is how much your love for us.I pray for Paula that she get comforted by your word. In Jesus Name I pray Amen!

My Dear Lord, I come to you with this request, and ask that you intercede. I ask that you provide healing, guidance and protection for this person. I ask this in Jesus name, Amen

Dear Lord please help Paula to face the reality of life without feeling defeated. Have her feel your presence lifting her up at this moment and erasing all fears and depression from her. Help her in her situation and give her the strength she needs at this time. May she allow you to guide her and to be the cornerstone of her life. May your will be done in her life, her children and her husband. Lord just as you did a miracle in my marriage so many years ago, do so for this couple and their children. Keep these kids safe at all time and may none of what's going on affect them negative for live. I ask and thank you in Jesus Precious Name giving you all the Honor and the Glory Heavenly Father, Amen.
Paula please read the Psalm below and may God use it to give you strength and hope.
Psalm 121
1 I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.
2 My help cometh from the LORD, which made heaven and earth.
3 He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber.
4 Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD is thy keeper: the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand.
6 The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD shall preserve thee from all evil: he shall preserve thy soul.
8 The LORD shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

I don't know who wrote that first reply [who this guest is] take that reply erase it ..get rid of it...this is not the HEART OF THE FATHER.
IN MATTHEW 12;20..IT IS WRITTEN
A BRUISED REED HE WILL NOT BREAK, AND
A SMOLDERING WICK HE WILL NOT
SNUFF OUT, TILL HE LEADS
JUSTICE TO VICTORY
HEAVENLY FATHER this lady is hurting big time and she is very frail
please take over and allow those YOU ARE SENDING TO HER IN HER PATH..THIS IS A TIME LORD WHEN SHE CANNOT HEAR..SHE CANNOT SEE AND SHE IS DESPERATELY TRYING TO FIND YOU..SHE IS LOOKING FOR THAT GLIMPSE OF LOVE THAT YOU TELL US ABOUT..SHE IS LOOKING FOR YOU IN THIS PAIN..LORD YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS HER HEART AND HOW TO HELP HER..YOU ALONE KNOW WHY THIS PAIN HAS HAPPEN..JESUS PLEASE TAKE THIS HEART BREAKING SITUATION AND SOME HOW TURN IT TO YOUR GLORY AND HONOR AS ONLY YOU CAN...YOU CAN TAKE THIS OLD VIOLIN THAT HAS BEEN BROKEN AND GET BEATIFUL MUSIC FROM IT
PLAY AWAY LORD AND KEEP THE LION'S MOUTH SHUT..COMFORT HEAL AND RESTORE IN JESUS NAME AND OH YES LORD AND LOVE..LOVE..LOVE AND WE GIVE YOU ALL THE PRAISE AND GLORY IN JESUS NAME..

Lord, I pray for Paula. I understand the pain she is going through. The best advice I can give to you is to rely on God for everything. If you don't feel like getting out of bed pray to God to help you through it. For me this is one of the most painful experiences I have gone through, when your spouse has betrayed you. This person is suppose to be your partner. For me it just let me know that God is the only one I can truly and fully rely on. He loves me unconditionally. He doesn't betray me, I can trust him fully. I know how the pain feels especially when you have kids. But God can turn it around for his GLory. What helped me was to forgive my husband. I pray for him everyday. I pray every morning to God and leave my marriage at his feet. I ask him to change me. Help me not to hold any resentment or anger towards my husband and the exgirlfriend. Things are getting better but the enemy still tries to discourage me. That is why I have to just focus on God, and truthfully, it can be hard especially when it seems like your getting hit left & right. But one thing I have learned through my lifetime is God does not lie. He always does what he says he is going to do. I just have to learn to listen to him and wait. I have learned to hang on no matter what. If God is for you who can be against you? Hang in there Paula and remember you are not alone. Others are going through what you are going through. Just have a heart to heart with God. He will comfort you. He loves you more than anyone ever can love you. Be encouaged.