God, I’m seeking a closer relationship and walk with you. Give me a deep interest and desire for hunger and thirst of your word, and feed me till I want no more. God you are the lamp under my feet and the light in my path. I will not look to the left or right, but keep my eyes stayed on you. God I set my love on you today, take control of me, shifting, molding, changing and creating me that I may live a spiritual life. Take me into your hands potter and mold this clay (me) in your likeness. God, give me your spirit, holiness and righteous which will heal, deliver and restore me. God I am desperate for you, I can’t live with out you, and I can’t do anything without you either. I throw myself into your hands and say here I am God, I surrender, use me. Holy Spirit give me a spirit of discernment to recognize when God is speaking, changing, directing and giving me his instructions, and that it is not my own thoughts or any other spirit, but Gods. God, give me wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Minister to me, so that I can move forward into my abundant spiritual life and receive my blessings, gift, rewards and inheritance. I want to be a obedient child and servant. God, decrease me so that your spirit can increase in me. Let me not lean on my understanding. Father, I don’t want a religion with you but a relationship with you. God, draw me near to you as I seek you. Be Glorified. Amen.

as you are seeking...His promise is that," you WILL FIND". knock on His door and He'll come running to see you. He loves you so much and is as close as the beat of your heart and the breath in your nostrils ... keep reading the Bible...it is His Word. Amen