Lord, what is Your will about the situation I am in. I am trying my utmost with thoughts of restoration. I do not know how much longer I can endure of this- If CXarl is on the enemy's side Lord please get me another man asap- tHANK yOU jESUS THAT i AM valuble to You and that You do not want to give me to just anybody! Carl is drinking and being negative like: telling me I have no hope, no legal rights. He's might just be dissing me because he might think a family will cost him more $ to live-He isn't even supporting himself right now, he has no business opening his mouth negatively. God's promise to me supersede what man says EVERY TIME. Put that man in his place Lord- , deal with him.If he does not want me with Taylor , tell him to GET OUT OF MYlife...PLEASE FIND ME A MAN SUPPORTIVE OF who i am < a mom-tAYLOR'S MOM.I ask You for and thank You for a 1 million billion percent hedge of protection around my VISION, even if Carl will not be a part of it-Love lifteth up- Love defends, love affirms who I am irregardless of of what any human on the face of this earth thinks-Expose those pigs Lord, that have done this to me and Taylor, yhose in Midland and that ann h. , restore us ASAP-Show Carl that You are on my side- I cannot be with a man that does not help me is not humble, thinks he is an authority on every subject, that tears down my efforts. If it is not Your will for us to be together then I ask that You will get him out of my without skirmishes, he just leavesand it is peacefulNo more abuse or traumas. forbid him to caus any of that in my life-He cannot continue to live offt of my school $- HE MUST GET INCOME OF HIS OWN-He buys alcohol with my school $ -He has no income of his own-he has no business opening his mouth about my son Taylor when he has no money of his own gets $ from me-he has the audacity to drink then try to bring me down-If he does not want me with my son then he does not deserve me-TRUTH-I ask Lord that You will bind perverse spitits in my life and loose spirits of excellence into my life-That the excellence will BLOW them away Lord-Especially in being an excellent mom #1 for Taylor- restore us-Excellence in my life in who I am -a mom-I do this Jesus for one reason thinking of Taylor's future-seeking a master's degree-so that one day he can attend school and support his wife and family!I AM NOT THE MAN_I have asked for a BREADWINNER PROVIDER husband and excellence in my entire VISION-He is mocking me that I have no friends and mockswhat God has told me.His friends are mostly drunks and lives for the next beer. Show me Your love Lord, Amen.