I'm not a born Christian but i believe in our lord very much. I love my Chubby a lot. WE had a split last September and we didn't speak to each other till end of November. He started to speak well to me and in January he proposed marriage and love to me, which i gladly accepted. But soon he said things dint work out and gave me a months time for me to change from my stupid ways. I really tried to change my ways for him. I really did. Before the trial period could end he called me and told me that it cant work out between us and he did not tell me why. Till now we are not talking but i continue to love him. He initiated the split both the times. During these times of splitting i continued to love him. I continuously pray for Jesus to restore my love and unite us together again. I pray for Jesus to take away the past pain and fill us with love again.I still love him a lot. I also love the imperfections in him. I believed in this:
""Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."
Mark 11:24
After some time i came to know that the lord will grant me my lover Only if its in his will to do it.
Can i plead for his will??
Please guide me I'm so confused and missing my baby, my chubby a lot.
I'm pleading for the lord's will, for his favor for restoring my love.
Please pray for my love. He is the love of my life and i miss him too much. I can think of anything else other than him.

This post was last modified: 02-29-2008 11:58 PM by Sudhaa.

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