I can’t put into words the way am feeling, I feel so bad about myself and so guilty, despite being born again, I keep sinning against god. Instead of helping my family, paying off my debts and being a responsible women, I keep gambling and losing everything. I so want to come out of it but the temptation is so strong. I have tried so many times, if I was on my own I wouldn’t do it but my husband has bought me into that, he used to get very angry and even beat me up when I wasn’t giving him money to play, he has changed on that side, he doesn’t hit me anymore for money but he hasn’t stop gambling. When I see him losing money I want to gain it back and instead of being sensible and walk out, I play even more than him to get the money back and it never happens, we just end up losing more and more. I am facing a big financial crisis only because of my stupidity and it’s very hard. I was so strong standing up to my husband all the time that I would never have thought that I’ll let myself into that and become even worse than him. Although I don’t really deserve it, please pray for me. I really want to get on the right track with god. Thanks ever so much. God bless.