First... i should say... i know, god has delivered me to this man, for he was made for me, and i for him... i know this as true as the sky blue...
I was raised in fellowship, my mother was the worship leader at my church and i was brought up in faith...
My Man, he was raised in torment... the loss of his father in his teens, a long line of road accidents resulting in physical injuries to himself and his mother, a girlfriend that tried to take her own life and a decade of thinking himself forsaken by all others....delivering him into the arms of alcohol abuse.... he's been struggling with it for a long time... i've been with him for 3 months... he can go for lengthly periods of even months without alcohol....
Pray for me to have the strength to help him through this... pray for the lord to give him strength...
This week he will appear in court, after becoming unconsious in public after a drinking session, ending in a night in the cells... It is possible that he may face imprisonment for a term of six weeks...
At this point, i should also make it clear... He is NOT violent... he doesnt even swear, he believes himself forsaken, though is trying to cambat his alcoholism for me... its dificult as we live over 2 hours appart, i can't be there when he needs me...
I need you to pray for him, that he will not be sent to jail for the term... that he instead will be delivered to my care... and that i, by the grace of the lord can help him, because i love him... I knew i loved him the first time i saw him... and i thank the lord that i am his and he is mine...
I need prayer ....
Please ask the lord jesus to spare him the harshness of prison... he is not a bad man! And he would weep to be in the company of Wicked, evil men, convicted for crimes of abuse and intended damage. He isn't a strong man either... ...
PLease... please pray for him that he might find the lord and know forgiveness, and hope.... and pray for me that i can stay strong for him...
Thank you... in faith....
