Just when I thought I was in the clear. Heart ache again. I've been with my husband since I was 18. I have four children ages 7-13. He is my first love if I could say a prayer to ask God to help me to stop loving him I would. It would be easier that way. We just got back together it's been just about a year now after being separated of about 2yrs. It was many years of cheating, lying and other things. He left and 3 days later had already been with someone else. He moved to the states with family members who were part of the problems we've had. When we got back together it was rocky but, God had brought us to a wonderful place. My children and I prayed a lot that God would bring us together again. Up until just recently things were 80% better. Now, that same family member continues to call. She's a cousin. Who played a part in his cheating. She calls him at work where I can see from his records he can speak to her up to an hour. She calls anytime of evening and will text often. They speak another language so it's difficult for me to understand. I approached him about how I feel of the situation and it has made him very angry. He's saying he doesn't care if I cheat with someone else and that I'm stupid. I'm so sad all I do is cry. I just don't understand how he can choose her over our little family. Please pray for me. I don't even know what kind of prayer I need.
Hannah

Hannah,
I pray the lord will give you strength during this difficult time in your life. My son is going through a similar circumstance. If it gives you any solace It is better focus on you and your children. Just take one day at a time. I truly believe the lord would want you to be happy I cant imagine what you are going through but do know you are in my thoughts and prayers