I pray that me and my ex boyfriend will be back together. It's been over 3 months since the breakup date (April 6th 2010) and my feelings for him still and will never go away. God put us together for a reason. And I pray and know that God can and will get back together. I had dreams that we got married and had a family together and stayed together forever more. Me and him (ex) even talked about marriage and our future while we were together. I want that future. Those dreams to become reality. I don't want it any other way. I thank God for the blessings I already have. Just this one extra blessing I'm asking for, and Glory shall fill my life. For my relationship with my ex shall and will and already has happened in the Name of Jesus.
miss him and love him so much. I pray God will bring him back when the time is right, even though I wish the time is now. Please God, soften his heart and please reunite us. Every night and day, I pray hard and cry with tears overflowing and soaking my pillow. Give me the strength to hold on to my ex and never let go, for I want him back in my life. Forgive me if this prayer is selfish, but it's one of the only prayers I'm praying for right now and I will and am still praying for this to happen until he comes back or until the day I die (days are never promising in life when it comes to death) and I will pray until he comes back to me, no matter how long it takes. I want him back. I love him. I want to be his wife. I want him to be my husband. I love him, Lord. Please reunite us when we meet eye-to-eye again. Give me the strength to hold on and never let go of this prayer.
I have received a sign from God a few weeks ago. I prayed for communication from my exboyfriend at 12:30 am the following night. Soon enough as I wake up and I turned my cell on before I left for school, I received a text FROM MY EX at 1:10 am, 40 minutes after I prayed! My ex usually never texts me first just to say "hi". I told my dad about it and he told me "That means you're still on his mind, he misses you. Keep having faith and now you know your prayer is about to be answered." And my sister told me that God will answer because it happened to her recently (she got back with HER first recently) and the text is a sign from God, whether it's just a "Hi" or anything, I'm still on his mind. I miss him so much. And now I know he misses me too. And I'm on his mind. I pray for God to continue to give me these signs and the strength to hold on to my ex and never let him go.
I have received more signs of this prayer being answered (of me getting back together with him as a couple again) recently (even one from a dream from my own father! He dreamed that my ex came over, while me and my mother went to the store, because he wanted to see me and wanted to surprise me. Dad thought that was a sign from God and so did I. I thought it was a sweet dream. I cried with tears of love and happiness, wishing that could happen one day. :D )
Now for those who are already praying for this, please continue your prayers, as my faith as gotten even stronger than ever, knowing that this prayer will be answered.
For those who haven't yet, please understand that I have been praying for this and received signs of this prayer for quite some time now. And I really want this to happen.
For those who do not want to pray for this because you may think it's selfish or "not in His Will" then peace be with you and your understandings.
PLEASE don't pray "if it's in Your Will, God" to start it off, or simply leave it off because I would know in due time whether it is in His Will or not. If it WASN'T in His Will, then why am I receiving these signs of the restoration ALREADY; that I know that they're from God and I know He WILL bring us back through my unceasing and continuous prayers and faith about this? A Christian, who is female, has posted her point of view on how we all always says "It's God's Will". And her post made me think and it made me feel that this is true to me. "For those who do not understand, the phrase 'It's God's Will' could be the slap in the face that turns them 'away' from faith; that some Christians need a little more than 'It's only God's Will' to start off the day and for their faith to be stronger. Sometimes we need a little more than "it's God's Will" to get us through a day, and I, even as a Christian, personally find it slightly irritating that each time i ask a question it seams to be answered "It's Gods will. It's God's Will." OK, we got that by the time we became Christians. Now by a human stand point, why did this happen? Did they smoke to much? Did they fall off a cliff? Was there a bomb that went off right by their head? But if someone needs answers in a tough time, they need a little more encouragement than that, and if they are not a Christian, how that's going to make them of Christians if that's all we say and never give them an answer?" We all know as believers that it's "God's Will" so we really do not have to remind ourselves about it. Those are her feelings and I feel that I agree with this, along with other Christians. Please respect and understand my feelings on that.
But all in all, I ask for everyone to pray for the restoration of me and my ex. Let him be an ex no more. To have God open my ex's eyes and realize that a relationship with me can and will be the happiest thing in both of our lives. I want us to be together forever more; me and him talked about marriage and our future once he gets of the Marine Corps and I want those dreams to come true. I have no one else to turn to but God and I cannot do this by myself. Even though this was my first relationship, I want this to be my first and last. People say your first love will NEVER be your last, but I know there are many people who have the first loves be their only loves. This is a realization that makes my faith go upward. I pray for the restoration and the forever-bond that me and my ex will have in the future. Thank you.