Father, you know that I do not interpret dreams...but when I asked you this is what I received and I share it now...what you are seeing is what God intended in your life which is your family whole. You are also seeing what you fear...your child as a part of a family without you. You are also experiencing the longing of a woman who is beginning to come to the point of having Agape love in your heart for your husband, rather than just Eros which is why you are not angry. Agape love is from God...and sometimes it cannot be explained...which is why we cannot navigate the spiritual realm by our feelings. Agape love is totally unconditional. As you continue to grow in Christ the love will grow too...to the point of it being unconditional. You are not crazy...you are opening your heart to the Creator who is doing a new work in you. You can love without condition...love despite your husband being out of order...and you must let it continue to grow...because it will make you stronger and eventually you will be able not to hurt anymore also...because love also increases faith. I urge you to research and read all of the scriptures on conquering fear. An elderly mother of the church told me years ago that we draw to us what we fear and therefore we needed to conquer it. As the years have gone by I learned she was right. Start praying for your husband to fall in love with Jesus...to see himself as Jesus does...to see his need for Jesus to guide his life...start praying FOR HIM...and not for what you want from him...I am receiving in my spirit that you are ready for this now. Please read the posting Prayers for Broken marriages...subjugate self again and also the Hedge of Thorns posting. You have come to the point where they may make more sense to you now. Before this husband can become who Christ wants him to be as the spiritual head of his home...he must become what he NEEDS to be in Christ. This is what I received from the Lord today...thanks be to God! In Jesus name...Amen!

Father, thank u so much for having these christian warriors help me in my path of guidance toward what your will is. I pray that you hold my husband up in your arms and hug him with all your might so that satin will be sufficated out of him. I sorry Im not to good with words dear lord. I pray that you will show him the light of your path and the glow of your heart that while satan is being forced out of him that your Holy Spirit will flood into him. I know that your every loving ways and trust is what he needs. He has a gental soal and loving heart that I have seen so many times. I pray that you restore those parts in him and show him that he needs to be with you. I have never wanted so much in my life to have him come to you so you can show him your love. Please dear lord I pray that my husband comes to love you as I have and that he feels the love and compassion that I have felt from you. He needs your more then ever right now. Please help him to see himself as the loving husband and father that he has comitted himself to be. Please help him to force the lust out of his heart so he may return to the family that you intended him to have. I place a Hedge of thorns around him so that will no loger have the tempations that are there. Please help me to continue to help him in anyway I can.
Amen

Amen and Amen!

Dear Heavenly Father, be with this mom bring her your comfort and strength. Have your will to be done and help this mom to know your purpose for her in this situation, you are an awesome God and work any situation out, with time, for the good for your children. Amen

Lord,

I just wanted to say thank you for showing me your love so many times over and filling my heart and mind with your presence. Last night was a test of my faith. I prayed that you would continue to help me be the bigger person when my husband tryies to tear me down while using our son as a bullet to my heart. Thank you for giving the the words to say to him to show my husband what he is doing is wrong. You have comforted me so much during these times and i am so greatful that your love is the most important thing in my life. My son is truly the love of my life also. I pray to you lord that you continue to work through me to help my husband become a true Christain. He is so deep in his anger and lust that he cannot see your true and beautiful self. He needs you so much lord. Please speak to him and show him you are here for him even if he cannot except it yet. I will continue to pray each day for him to find his salvation in you. He needs to be right with you lord so he can understand what he is doing is so wrong. Again I ask you to build a hedge of thorns around him so that the evil inside can be forced out of him. I know that your path and wisdom will show each of us where we are supposed to be and I waite patiently. Please know htat every day that passes I grow closer to you Lord. Please again show the social worker the truth and let your will be done to show this man that I am the primary person for our son and that my husband is being spiteful and evil. Thank you so much for giving us ur son. I pray that my husband will open his heart and eyes to see what you truly are and how much he needs you in his life.

Amen

Psalms 56 3-4 Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God I have put my trust, I will not fear.

I stand in agreement with this prayer and ask that you bring it about fully! In Jesus name...amen!

Last night my husband called to talk to our son. He again was very abrupt and forceful towards me. But I kept a cool head and was able to be very nice to him. thank you lord for speaking through me to show him the kindness and respect that I did. Again i dream of us actually reconsiling this time and no dreams of the other woman taking my place. I know that the lords will is what shal be. I want that so. But I actually felt hope this morning when I rose from a restful sleep which is something I have not had in a long time. I felt not so fearful in waking to find what is going to happen next. I know that every day I grow deeper in my faith and I believe that my trust is growing deeper in our Lord also? Do you think that is so?

Dear Lord,

I pray each day that you show your love and joy to my husband. Heal through prayer said is so much "This is a battle between right and wrong, good and evil. " Lord I pray that you fill my husband dreams when his head hits the pillow everynight of becoming a true christian. That those dreams are filled with thoughts of love and joy as he used to be with our family as a whole. May he dream of reconsilitaion as u have showen me and be reminded of your love and our familys love. Please show him your will for his life and the path you want him to follow. Please fill his day thoughts will the same. From Heal with prayer again "I pray that you Reveal yourself to him and speak to his heart. Remove all evil in him. Let it be You and him in a deep loving conversation. My husband is a good person. He is loving and caring, but heis lost. Remind my husband that You love him unconditionally. Fill his heart with Your spirit so that he may see my love. Lord, give him the power to see throught the deception of the enemy. Bring himback to You," so your will shall be done. I know that I shall pray for you to continue to use me a vessal towards my son and continue to be the wonderful mom that you made me to be. Please show the SW when my husband meets with him the truth and guide the SW to make the right decisions. Even though my husband has gone down a path that is not yours please be the Lord that your are and redirect him. Please destroy the evil that is making my husband say and do things that are lies. Please push this other woman out of his heart so she will loose interest and that my husband will return to you. I pray Dear Lord that you will triumph over evil. Please show me and speak thorugh me to show the social worker that I am the right person for the job. With all that is my hear and soal, AMEN

Father, in your loving kindness please answer this prayer fully. In Jesus name...Amen!

I feel like Job, I found out again last night that my husband has been cohabitating with the other woman and has been involving our son even more. As my life gets turned up side down I reach for my faith and love in Jesus. I know that it is God's will that will be done and as more of my strengh, faith and patience is tested the only thing I feel like I have to turn towards is the Lord. There is not much more that my husband can do to me. He has destroyed our marriage, spread decetful lies to other and is trying to take away our child now. BUt yet I do not get mad I pray. I pray that the lord will show me the way to go. Even in the bleakest moments I pray. I feel like the Lord is the only one who can comfort me completly at this time.

Dear Lord,
I know that your will shall be done. And that everything that is happening is the choices that my husband has made. I cannot control his actions. He is the only one that can account for what he has done and ask for forgiveness to you. I pray that you stay with me through this time and my most bleakest moments. As I know there is so much to be thankful for. I have a job and food on the table. I have a home for my son and am able to make sure is he stable. I give/succomb to you Lord. Please take my life and let your will be. Please show me where to go from here and continue to help me to be strong in my faith. I am trying to be the bigger person through all this. I am trying not to let my fear and anxiety rule my life instead I turn to you. When my husband says he loves someone else I turn to you. When I feel like I have nothing left I turn to you. Again and again I pray for you to fill me with your love and spirit to let the truth be shown to the others that will come to decide the fate of my life. Please lord I know that the things that have happened are just the tip of the iceburg in the testing of my faith right now. And I will not loose faith in you. I will not succumb to the evil and videctivness that has been pushed in to my face. I will not fear anymore becuse you, my lord, are my rock and strength. Please help me in this fight dear lord to stay strong. How I love thee!

Father comfort New Beginnings in her desert experience. Thank you that she is in a state of surrender to you and to your will. Let her hear your voice and know your path for her. Build her up in spirit that she may be strong for the battles ahead.

Shut the mouths of those that use deceit to harm her and to go against what is right and just. Hedge her Father that she and her son might have your divine protection. Give her son wisdom beyond his years that he may know that his mother's love is strong and true and honor her with his mouth and actions. As for this husband, Father draw him close to you that he may choose to return to you and let your Son guide his life. Break the oppressive hold that the demonic spirit of selfishness has on him. Remind him of your love of truth...your love of children and make him understand that the use of his son as a weapon will have great consequences and he will have to account to you for it. Draw him to your throne of Grace that he may repent of his sins and his stiff necked ways. Father give New Beginnings your peace and show her your love and tender mercies daily. In Jesus name...Amen!